hapi deepAvali to all! =)
dis entry is dedicated to all my loyal blog readers. i've heard ur cries for me to blog! yes i did! so here i am! typing a new entry for u all! DIAOZ. i noe im being bhb here. n shuyi! e Great Evonne has awaken! no nid to wake me liaoz! lolx.
hc is stingy with hols. other schs got hols on mon 23 oct 2006 cos their students gotta celebrate deepavali or hari raya. but cos hc is a cheena sch where most or all its students r chinese, we got e honour of having no holi on mon! how wonderfuL! cos we go sch to rot n breathe in the scent of the beautiful haze. i go sch at 7am in e morning onli to go dere n rot from 8-10am n den go for a 1.5hr bio lecture which i have absolutely wad topic e lecture is about. HOORAY! -_-"
anyway. i packed my room on sat cos i was soooooo bored. i woke up to do e SL proposal for clar n den had lunch or brunch. den i got so bored dat i went to vacuum e floor for my mother. den i tidied my room. threw away alot of stuff. its 1 big plastic bag full. n guess wad. my room is full of rubbish. i actuali had ALL, mind u, its reali ALL my letters dat my frenz write to me in pri sch. rem in pri sch we had dis writing letters thingy?yupz i kept all e letters till now. n i had all e merryxmas cards, new yr cards from pri1 till now. oh pls dun be shocked. its true. PRIMARY 1. 10yrs ago. i even had e thank you card jillian made for me. cos i pei her tok on e phone during e time she missed sch cos she was sick. dun tink she even rem la. n i got all e charity elephants envelopes dating back to pri2. pri2 is pink, p3 is blue. too bad i dun hav e pic to show ya. so sad rite. n i realised i din tidy my sec3 file. my work file. cos i jus threw it to a side. guess wad i found inside. all our timetables and our end-of-year exam timetable. i oso had all my guides testwork. proficiency badges, the bronze, silver, gold award. everything intact n kept in a file. n i oso got all the magazines we bought in pri sch. called ZOOLIFE n PLANTS sth i tink. YES, I KEPT EVERYTHING. i oso have e magazine dat was given to us in pri sch explaining the new Yusof Ishak money notes. alot of stuff. n i packed for 1whole day. cos i kept stopping to recall e past.
n it occurred to me dat we've grown old. aged. we're becoming adults unknowingly. in pri sch it seemed dat sec sch, jc, uni were stil so far away. look where we r now. time n tide waits for no man. it oso doesnt wait for woman. i rem how organised n hardworking i was back then. so disciplined. look wad i've become now. i dun tink i've gone astray. i jus become more playful n broaden my horizons. (really? =S ) somehow, somewhere, somewhat, we grew up. we fell. we learnt. n i got lost. without knowing im lost. look at my grades now. im not ashamed to tell every1 that i got:
GP - C
Bio - C
Chem - D
Maths - D
Econs - D
sucky results. i dun even noe if i can continue to get e edusave scholarship. EESIS or sth i tink. .i dun bother wid these stuff. if not im dead. my mother cant afford to pay e sch fees la! if dis reali happens im in deep shit. =S n so i got lost. but i dun mind getting lost. its when u discover alot of new things n understand urself betta. so ya. i duno wad im gg to b in future. dats y i dun feel lik studying now. cos im studying without a goal n jus studying for e sake of studying. but life's likdat. sometimes we got no choice. n i guess e fog is clearing bah. hopefully. n my hypothesis abt myself, sadly, is true...i din study for GP. look wad i got. i studied half heartedly for bio. look wad i got. i put alot of effort for chem, maths, econs. look wad i got.
anyway. i roughly noe wad im gonna do dis hols. tink i wanna get a job. those do for a few days onli de. so no nid commit too much time. e list!
1. job?
2. study - so dat i get prepared to b an ultimate mugger next yr
3. get back to my organ n guitar - e score i bought 3yrs ago r stil new
4. learn how to maintain my com - i dunwan to b a com idiot!
5. finish up my cross stitch
6. finish up e jigsaw puzzle
7. watch vcds - alot of shows i wanna watch!
8. shopping?? - im kinda broke =X
9. exercise - my aunts say i've become abit fatter so i gotta kip fit!
10. go learn jap? - i've been tinking of it for yrs
11. go find sth dat i like to do
12. go out wif frenz! kbox, slpovers, pool ........
13. i wan go overseas.............. =(
sori for e long entry >.< him =")">thank u for being dere for me when i was lost n confused.
thank u for being e light when i was engulfed in darkness.
thank u for being my guide when i could not find my way out of e maze.
thank u for reaching into my heart e way u did.
thank u for touching my life e way u did.
thank u for ur patience.
thank u for ur kindness.
thank u for ur love.
u may not noe how impt u r to me cos i din tell u.
but ur presence made a great difference to me.
e ease of being in ur company,
e comfort of knowing u would be dere by my side.
thank u.
but i oso wanna say...
SORRY.
shall reply tags at tagboard. otherwise dis entry will be super long. n no1 will read! =(
tata!
dis entry is dedicated to all my loyal blog readers. i've heard ur cries for me to blog! yes i did! so here i am! typing a new entry for u all! DIAOZ. i noe im being bhb here. n shuyi! e Great Evonne has awaken! no nid to wake me liaoz! lolx.
hc is stingy with hols. other schs got hols on mon 23 oct 2006 cos their students gotta celebrate deepavali or hari raya. but cos hc is a cheena sch where most or all its students r chinese, we got e honour of having no holi on mon! how wonderfuL! cos we go sch to rot n breathe in the scent of the beautiful haze. i go sch at 7am in e morning onli to go dere n rot from 8-10am n den go for a 1.5hr bio lecture which i have absolutely wad topic e lecture is about. HOORAY! -_-"
anyway. i packed my room on sat cos i was soooooo bored. i woke up to do e SL proposal for clar n den had lunch or brunch. den i got so bored dat i went to vacuum e floor for my mother. den i tidied my room. threw away alot of stuff. its 1 big plastic bag full. n guess wad. my room is full of rubbish. i actuali had ALL, mind u, its reali ALL my letters dat my frenz write to me in pri sch. rem in pri sch we had dis writing letters thingy?yupz i kept all e letters till now. n i had all e merryxmas cards, new yr cards from pri1 till now. oh pls dun be shocked. its true. PRIMARY 1. 10yrs ago. i even had e thank you card jillian made for me. cos i pei her tok on e phone during e time she missed sch cos she was sick. dun tink she even rem la. n i got all e charity elephants envelopes dating back to pri2. pri2 is pink, p3 is blue. too bad i dun hav e pic to show ya. so sad rite. n i realised i din tidy my sec3 file. my work file. cos i jus threw it to a side. guess wad i found inside. all our timetables and our end-of-year exam timetable. i oso had all my guides testwork. proficiency badges, the bronze, silver, gold award. everything intact n kept in a file. n i oso got all the magazines we bought in pri sch. called ZOOLIFE n PLANTS sth i tink. YES, I KEPT EVERYTHING. i oso have e magazine dat was given to us in pri sch explaining the new Yusof Ishak money notes. alot of stuff. n i packed for 1whole day. cos i kept stopping to recall e past.
n it occurred to me dat we've grown old. aged. we're becoming adults unknowingly. in pri sch it seemed dat sec sch, jc, uni were stil so far away. look where we r now. time n tide waits for no man. it oso doesnt wait for woman. i rem how organised n hardworking i was back then. so disciplined. look wad i've become now. i dun tink i've gone astray. i jus become more playful n broaden my horizons. (really? =S ) somehow, somewhere, somewhat, we grew up. we fell. we learnt. n i got lost. without knowing im lost. look at my grades now. im not ashamed to tell every1 that i got:
GP - C
Bio - C
Chem - D
Maths - D
Econs - D
sucky results. i dun even noe if i can continue to get e edusave scholarship. EESIS or sth i tink. .i dun bother wid these stuff. if not im dead. my mother cant afford to pay e sch fees la! if dis reali happens im in deep shit. =S n so i got lost. but i dun mind getting lost. its when u discover alot of new things n understand urself betta. so ya. i duno wad im gg to b in future. dats y i dun feel lik studying now. cos im studying without a goal n jus studying for e sake of studying. but life's likdat. sometimes we got no choice. n i guess e fog is clearing bah. hopefully. n my hypothesis abt myself, sadly, is true...i din study for GP. look wad i got. i studied half heartedly for bio. look wad i got. i put alot of effort for chem, maths, econs. look wad i got.
anyway. i roughly noe wad im gonna do dis hols. tink i wanna get a job. those do for a few days onli de. so no nid commit too much time. e list!
1. job?
2. study - so dat i get prepared to b an ultimate mugger next yr
3. get back to my organ n guitar - e score i bought 3yrs ago r stil new
4. learn how to maintain my com - i dunwan to b a com idiot!
5. finish up my cross stitch
6. finish up e jigsaw puzzle
7. watch vcds - alot of shows i wanna watch!
8. shopping?? - im kinda broke =X
9. exercise - my aunts say i've become abit fatter so i gotta kip fit!
10. go learn jap? - i've been tinking of it for yrs
11. go find sth dat i like to do
12. go out wif frenz! kbox, slpovers, pool ........
13. i wan go overseas.............. =(
sori for e long entry >.< him =")">thank u for being dere for me when i was lost n confused.
thank u for being e light when i was engulfed in darkness.
thank u for being my guide when i could not find my way out of e maze.
thank u for reaching into my heart e way u did.
thank u for touching my life e way u did.
thank u for ur patience.
thank u for ur kindness.
thank u for ur love.
u may not noe how impt u r to me cos i din tell u.
but ur presence made a great difference to me.
e ease of being in ur company,
e comfort of knowing u would be dere by my side.
thank u.
but i oso wanna say...
SORRY.
shall reply tags at tagboard. otherwise dis entry will be super long. n no1 will read! =(
tata!
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