Sunday, April 18, 2010

updated 21st wish list!

what i want for my 21st bdae:

- MONEY (angbaos hahahahhaha!)
- a leather backpack
- Charles and Keith shoes (there's this pair that i really really like but then i cant find e picture of it online!)
- a pair of Havainnas slippers
- cashcard (so that i can just print notes and photocopy without worrying about having insufficient cash)
- a 3-in-1 printer? so that i can just print my reports n notes at home comfortably and i need not rush to print them in FAL
- a nice nice demure and cool ladies watch?
- a package for manicure? im lazy!! hahaha
- err some nice corporate dresses that i can wear for work, presentations, and out?
- this nice nice bag: (http://missypixie.livejournal.com/76023.html#cutid1) called TING. not sure if its too big for me though
- or, simply any bag that looks nice and small, but actually can put alot of things inside =P 
- IKEA shopping vouchers (feel like revamping my room)
- a cap 
- a cordless (house) phone
- this soft toy from a shop in ION ORCHARD (its located between kikki stationery and havainnas, cant rem the name! but the soft toy-cum-cushion got distorted eyes where the eyeballs is 1 up n 1 down >.< )
- improvement in my gpa
- CAR
- sponsorship for manual driving lessons

Saturday, April 17, 2010

gone....

horrendous.
utterly horrendous.
my last presentation was so horrendous that its beyond redemption.
i can barely stand to look at my own video.
cringing all e time omfg.
i had no idea how e class and Prof Ho sat through those 5 min.
everything single thing that could be wrong i did it.
unprepared.
rushed.
last minute.
unrehearsed.
every possible negative aspect
u name it, i got it.
worked so hard to maintain everything.
only to screw up the very last task on the very last day.
blardy disappointed with myself.
i can do better than this even if its an impromptu.
instead of improving on my usual standards,
it dropped exponentially until i don't know where.
i think it went so deep down,
that even the iceland volcano took it for lava and spew it out in digust.
what more to say when i spent 1 day preparing for it.
everyone else was so well rehearsed and prepared.
and being late definitely did not help.

i think i must have been the worst presenter in ab214 final presentation history. 

i survived through 1 meeting, 2 reports deadline, and 1 test the week before.
having 1 quiz, 2 reports deadline, and 3 presentations within a span of 3 days is no excuse for the lack of preparation.
you know you could have done better.
How is it possible that a prepared presentation is so much much worst than an impromptu presentation?!!  
all previous efforts were to nault. 
there goes my grade. 
there goes my double degree. 

Saturday, April 10, 2010

i did a personality test on this website - http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/
and this was the results:



You are Red Monkey, whose simple and natural personality is easily understood by those around you.
You can make others feel safe.
You will take on any favor asked, and have a strong volunteer spirits.
Even if you get angry, you don't hold that against people for long time.
You are simple forthright person.
You are a person with sensitivity.
If you use this sensitivity at work and in hobbies, you will achieve great results.
You should learn a lot while young, and use that experience to help the society in the future.
You also possess great talent in carrying out matters and handling it efficiently.
You are a very active person.
You are smart and calculating.
You can be rather short tempered, and will not tell your true feelings.
This may make you bit lonely, so don't forget to have a broad mind.
You are a quick learner, so you will be favored by your boss.
But if there isn't a person who can set an example, you can not carry out work efficiently.
You may be suited to stay as number two than to stand at the top.
You are independent and keeps your own pace.
So it may be better to keep away from the impossible.
Because you are a popular person, you will be asked out by many people.
Try and turn down offers nicely, or you may disturb the living pace and your own personal relationships.
Your marriage fortune is very good.
You will do great as a housewife and also as the person committed to do good for the society.

I AM COMMITTED TO DO GOOD FOR SOCIETY!!! 
but i don't think im a popular person? lol.
just look at the response to my party invitation >.<  

Friday, April 09, 2010

my 21st wishlist

what i want for my 21st bdae:

- MONEY (angbaos hahahahhaha!)
- a leather backpack
- Charles and Keith shoes (there's this pair that i really really like but then i cant find e picture of it online!)
- a pair of Havainnas slippers
- cashcard (so that i can just print notes and photocopy without worrying about having insufficient cash)
- a 3-in-1 printer? so that i can just print my reports n notes at home comfortably and i need not rush to print them in FAL
- a nice nice demure and cool ladies watch?
- a package for manicure? im lazy!! hahaha
- err some nice corporate dresses that i can wear for work, presentations, and out?
- this nice nice bag: (http://missypixie.livejournal.com/76023.html#cutid1) called TING. not sure if its too big for me though >.<
- improvement in my gpa

errr cant think of anything else.
i really really want a CAR.
and that's totally ootw.
=(
oh oh!
maybe some sponsorship for driving lessons
i prefer to learn manual =D

on another note.
its 14 days left to my very first paper.
and i have not started studying a single damn thing.
totally drowning in projects, reports, presentations, quizzes
all the way until...
9 days before the very first paper.
i know im screwed.
i hope my degree doesnt fly away.