CAN i bring you earlier

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

finally met up with my angel last night
on my last day of work =)
had a good and long talk,
catching up with each other
just before he leaves for US on tues.
and the stupid guy says no need go airport to send him off
(i hope u read this! =P)
haha

i can still remember our long angel-mortal letters
where i can spend HOURS replying just 1 letter
its twice the length of any essay that we need to write for school assignment
and i will not listen in any lecture or tutorial cos im busy replying =p
and then get kinda frustrated because there's just so many things to say!
i still keep all ur letters ok
and i still smile whenever i take them out to read =)

i can still remember our orientation campfire
where u pretended to be some random senior n dance with me
n i was wondering whether u're my angel
but at e same time wondering if u're from my senior class

im glad that even though i changed class
we still keep in contact n stayed close
cause u noe already, u're like the only senior im close to in hwa chong

"live life as best as you can k =) "
i'll keep this in mind as i enter my new sch year
and somehow when i saw that last line
i felt ________ haha duno how to describe.
I WILL =)
somehow u always have a way of inspiring n motivating me
with the way u say
"must be ZAI"
haha!

and i'll keep this piece of advice in mind
2 different pple told me at e same time
so i guess its good advice
"just go for it. worry later. live life to the fullest"

your death is at 8:57 AM

Monday, June 29, 2009

A long overdue entry

supposed to blog after i come back from STONG

but was caught up in a lot of stuff.

how i wish i nvr came back from there haha

its a form of escape.

and since im blogging this entry from work (its my 2nd last day! cant wait for it to end =D)

i have no STONG pics to decorate this entry

but there's alot on facebook =P

haha!

belicia's fav phrase from there: SHAGGED CANT THINK

lolx

the waterfall was beautiful

the stars at night was amazing

the shooting star was fascinating

(and to think i mistook it for a plane -_-" )

sadly our little red dot has none of it =(

haha

i wanna whine whine whine

for the first time in my life,

i don't know what i want.

and to think i was still fretting over what i shld join next yr

cos i was scared i would end up studying n doing nth =\

now i gotta choose

and i just cant have everything

and now i just don't know which option would result in me having less regrets

because i noe that no matter what i decide,

i would have a teeny weeny bit of regret abt e loss of the other

and considering the fact that i MAY add 1 more core for this upcoming sem

because its IT related n i wanna leech/free-ride on our prof choong jigang

>.<

i'll definitely have to choose

if only i can be those ultra zai pple

so smart

can join lotsa activities and yet do well for their studies

haha!

so many thoughts going through my head

im fickle =(

after tues im going to head down to Changi Airport, curl up at a coffee place there

read a good book (yes, im finally fulfilling this tiny dream of mine since last year)

and just clear my mind so it'll be empty.

like wad lihui says,

any decision made when u're confused will be a wrong one.
haha!

i just find it hard to understand

why some pple love to judge pple so early

judge pple abt things that they themselves have not been through before

and only to realise later on, that

sometimes in life, things are not purely black n white.

sometimes due to duno wad reasons, ur actions will deviate from what is the supposed right.

and yet by doing the theoretically 'wrong' action,
u can put things right and reduce damage to the least.

HAR.

your death is at 1:04 AM

Friday, June 12, 2009

Pre-STONG entry!

hello hello!
finally going to STONG tml.
in case u're wondering where it is,
its at west kelantan Msia.
(apparently quite a few pple asked me n i said i duno >.<) will post personalised pictures here after im back! instead of koping from internet actually cos i lazy la =P we're taking e train dere! im going to slpp and slpppp and slppppppp like a pig so sad cant spend the time watching dramas but im sure dear bels and lauren will provide me plenty of entertainment =D life has been quite good and smooth sailing recently until i find it unbelieveable i really should do more good deeds to accumulate good karma friends keep bringing me good news under hexiang's reminder, i checked my biz major and i got my first choice!
TOURISM & HOSPITALITY MANAGEMENT
im sooo going to work in the Intergrated Resorts or some hotel next time
i'll make sure of it!
because recently working as an Acct Asst has made me realise that
im really not cut out for accounting =(
because im not as detailed, meticulous, and careful.
these qualities of mine has brought my supervisor alot of trouble
where she had to go through so many lines of items with me
just to find out where i had made mistakes
and most of the time its stupid careless mistakes
=(
i really really thank her for her patience with me.
and then i get bored of the task fast.
and cos everyone in e office is busy and rarely tok
i find a need to open my mouth n make noise
which of cos i didn't, n made me so xingku
=(

and then ryan got me to check my email
where i got the email from HALL 2!
i managed to get back HALL 2 for my 2nd year!
=D
i was really having no expectations
and making arrangements and plans on wad to do next year
with NO HALL
really really thankful.

oh and i still haven finish watching BOYS OVER FLOWERS
its no easy feat!
every1 finished it within DAYS
its been 2 mths for me now
and i still haven finish it
even dear simoneeeee caught up with me, overtook,
and reached the finishing line!
0.o

these are e 3 versions!
i've conquered 1 (taiwanese)
on my way to conquering the 2nd (korean)
and after that, to the 3rd! (japanese)
and THEN after that,
rewatch e anime version
=D

ok i need to start doing some work
then watch my drama
PLUS pack for my trip
=\

this is cute!

your death is at 10:05 AM

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Adidas Sundown Marathon

belicia and i went for our first ever marathon!

adidas sundown marathon

10km women's

(yes i noe we're quite cui to just join the 10km run)

and obviously stupid and lazy me went for the run without training
>.<

but it was a good thing that belicia asked her fren to help come and be e pacer

(cos im super slack and have totally no motivation)

haha!

but im proud to say that i managed to complete it! =D

managed to run 6.5km (around there?) without stopping

before i finally puked =X

shouldn't have went to drink the water man

but i like only drink 1 teeny weeny sip lor

my weak body

and my weak stomach

and after that as i complete the run,

i was like burping and hiccuping all e way back

-_-"

and cause i increased my pace when its very near the finishing line,

i vomitted AGAIN after i crossed e line

SIAN

bels is thinking of joining the Army Half Marathon

omg

i tink i just wan to be road marshall and collect the shirts

us before the run!

very happy and excited! haha

we kinda look like sisters lolx

got some LOREAL pple came and asked to take our photo -_-"

us AFTER completing the run!
=)

can see all our sweat and red faces

it was the first time i sweated sooo much

until my entire arm was wet

i mean, WET haha

cause i always sweat very little only, (as my friends all noe)

what an experience haha

been busy with work lately

travelling is driving me nuts

and making me very tired

and i keep making mistakes

careless mistakes here and there

missing out on small details here and there

and then making things so mafan and troublesome

i cant imagine travelling this distance to ntu everyday next sem

HAIZ

and my workplace is so ulu

dere's nth to eat here

i actually bought cup noodles to stock up here

so that i can have sth to eat

sick of the food at the 'canteen' downstairs

forgive me for my wilfulness, childishness and stubbornness sometimes

i know its not easy for u

im sorry

but could i just have a tiny tiny fraction of ur everyday?

i have never compromised so much before

or rather, i have never compromised before

but im willing to try my best

cause i don't want to lose you too

your death is at 6:55 AM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

my 101 post

WOW.
i just saw that i had posted 100 entries.
after erm 2 years and 5 mths.
is it too much or too little?
hahaha.
anyway!
wanted to blog about my outing with JINGLES today.
had a great dinner at Marmalade Pantry.
they have Girls' Night Out from Mon-Sat so its a good deal for girls!
here's the promotion deal:

http://www.themarmaladepantry.com/

thanks to Yirene for recommending!
=)
next time shall continue visiting nice places for meals!
instead of sticking to the same old few places.
first time i cannot finish e chocolate cake for dessert.
even when me and shuyi combined our powers.
haizzz.
the slice is really big!
u guys shld go try =)

and i got a new wallet!
from GUESS
like the nice and bright colours
here it is!

picked it out myself from GUESS
its having a Sale!
hahaha
love some of the clothes there
but they're seriously too ex
next time when i have financial spending power!
muahahaha!

and my lovely friends!

JINGLES
(or called jingle bell by nicholas lim -_-")

i was wearing my new top that i bought from Bangkok
haha
but kena blocked
i forgot that i actually bought this top
lolx!
thanks to JINGLES for always being there to listen
although we dun always meet up
but then each time we do we always find alot of updates!
miss tan ying chern is coming back soon
STOP FACEBOOKING OK!

to nicholas lim
though i know you wont read this cos u're stranded somewhere in the forest
>.<
JIAYOU!!!
u have the ability
u can do it!
when u ORD
u can haolian to pple
how tough u're =)
hahahaha!

ok gotta go already
cos starting work tml
gotta reach e office at 0830 later
and gotta travel all the way to boonlay
=(

your death is at 9:39 AM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

confession to make =(

i think im a bad friend.
or maybe i just have the bad habit of taking people for granted.
or more specifically,
people who mean alot to me for granted.
so im so glad and grateful that i have this few cliques of friends around
who are always there for me
even if we do not keep in contact often
u guys know that i do keep u all in a special part of my heart right!
when i get caught up in doing stuff
i'll forget about everything else
sad to say, my multi-tasking skills are deteoriating
i may not always take the initiative to keep in contact
or plan for outings
but this does not mean that i don't care or have forgotten about u
this holiday,
i shall attempt to meet up with all my friends
and keep all pple who means sth to me close to me
someone teach me pple-to-pple skills pls
>.<

oh ya
I CUT MY HAIR!!
supposed to accompany my friend
but apparently i just cant resist cutting hair
think alot of u noe that i like to cut hair,
and feel the snip snip snip of the scissors
its therapy for me =P
but then my hair grow very slow =(
so now my hair is kinda mid-length
its a layered bob
i shall not put pic here so that u all will wanna meet up with me in person!
then my above mentioned goal will be fulfilled!
=D
i noe i've been saying i wan to keep it long
and after 5 months it has finally grown long enough to fall below my shoulders
but nvm!
hopefully by august it'll reach dat length
then when sch reopens i shall have my long hair
hahahahahha

sori no pictures to entertain u guys >.<
go facebook? =P

your death is at 10:34 AM

Sunday, May 17, 2009

BACK FROM BANGKOK!! =D

Hello
im back from bangkok!
actually back for quite a few days already la.
but lazy to blog.
and uploading pics onto facebook has been a killer.
next time i just take pics n let someone else upload and tag
>.<
some pics are very nice!
when i'm free and in e mood i shall try to play with some photoshop =P
(although im really quite free now)
been nua-ing everyday watching my Boys Over Flowers
=D
i really really like Kim Bum!
so boyish!
actually got quite some stuff to do but just too lazy >.<

in our hotel SUITE in bangkok! =)

found some nice pics on dhika's blog about our outings last week!
here they are!

taboo the gay bar
for some post-exam party organised by CS pple
witnessed some horrible fight over there
i wonder why everytime i go night places,
i'll always bump into fights and quarrels =X

celebrating my bdae!
look at my name written by sparklers!
albeit the 'e' abit fail haha!
but i love it all the same =)
shall find a chance to wear the nice present
its white gold and diamond bracelet!
hahaha.

for further interesting pictures about bangkok,
kindly refer to Facebook.
i have 9 photo albums on it
plus a very very funny video! =P

been sending out alot of resumes...
hopefully by end of next wk i'll have a job!

your death is at 1:27 AM