Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Devil Beside Me =)

yay i finally finished watching devil beside me after duno how long. got e vcd from qiao. thanks!=) actuali e show not bad la. i take back my words dat its boring.its onli when i watch those NG parts n e part which kinda summarise e whole show n all e nice parts den i realise actuali its not bad. cos seriously when watching e show, as in episode by episode, its reali quite monotonous n boring. lik no suspense,no climax likdat de. as compared to ai qing mo fa shi.but den after watching e whole show den u tink abt e whole show overall rite..actuali quite a lot of things happened. n its quite sweet. hee. i tink mayb dey jus nid to develop e problems in between.lik dun resolve it so fast. yeah =)

next show: Goong. i managed to borrow e vcd. so i wana hurry up n finish it.
next next show: it started with a kiss (bels n lihui say its super nice)

oh ya. den i watched e dvd of Kim Jeong Hoon. he looks lik Yuan Bin with short hair. he looks untidy in long hair. he looks girly in some other hairstyles. serious. n in 1 mv he cup his face in his hands n he totally looks lik a gal. =X so i tink now e hairstyle suis him best. =) n his partner in UN (United N-generation) looks lik Vaness. >.<

tata. i hate pw.

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

to all my dear frenz...

here i am again! a new entry! haha i watched Death Note yest. went to Vivocity to watch but end up no tix. n e place super crowded la. pissed me off cos i cant even walk along e corridor straight. anyway. i like Death Note. i like LIGHT. i noe he's evil n cruel. but then. based on looks alone. he wins L. so ya. tink he's pretty cool. his eyes. e yan shen. u all noe i look out for guys' eyes =) haha! n ya shuyi. i dreamt of him. dreamt dat i met him in real person n i went all dumb. >.< haha. i bought his album =D he can sing leh! can sing can dance can act can host. WOW! im pretty obsessed wif him now =p oh n shuyi. youtube n chU's version of Goong is cut. e original mus watch from vcd or dvd. so ya =(

MY DEAR FRENZ...

mone - haha make a guess who's dat person? c if u guess correct =p does dat part sound touching??

bels - aiyo so bhb! haha i'll write a poem abt jingles when i hav e time =) when u n shuyi attachment start? we gotta go out b4 ur attachment starts!

luan - lets fix a date! Prestige dis movie confirm watch wif each other? =)hc hols oso start from dis thrus. i cant wait hee =)

alvin - thanks! but i duno ur blog add...i'll go xiaoming dere to find. ya gg chalet?

NOTE!!
thanks to e speak chi campaign...next mth go kbox its $5 per hour regardless of day and time. so pple!! kbox next wk?? =)

I LOVE KIM JEONG HOON =D

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Belated Deepavali

hapi deepAvali to all! =)

dis entry is dedicated to all my loyal blog readers. i've heard ur cries for me to blog! yes i did! so here i am! typing a new entry for u all! DIAOZ. i noe im being bhb here. n shuyi! e Great Evonne has awaken! no nid to wake me liaoz! lolx.

hc is stingy with hols. other schs got hols on mon 23 oct 2006 cos their students gotta celebrate deepavali or hari raya. but cos hc is a cheena sch where most or all its students r chinese, we got e honour of having no holi on mon! how wonderfuL! cos we go sch to rot n breathe in the scent of the beautiful haze. i go sch at 7am in e morning onli to go dere n rot from 8-10am n den go for a 1.5hr bio lecture which i have absolutely wad topic e lecture is about. HOORAY! -_-"

anyway. i packed my room on sat cos i was soooooo bored. i woke up to do e SL proposal for clar n den had lunch or brunch. den i got so bored dat i went to vacuum e floor for my mother. den i tidied my room. threw away alot of stuff. its 1 big plastic bag full. n guess wad. my room is full of rubbish. i actuali had ALL, mind u, its reali ALL my letters dat my frenz write to me in pri sch. rem in pri sch we had dis writing letters thingy?yupz i kept all e letters till now. n i had all e merryxmas cards, new yr cards from pri1 till now. oh pls dun be shocked. its true. PRIMARY 1. 10yrs ago. i even had e thank you card jillian made for me. cos i pei her tok on e phone during e time she missed sch cos she was sick. dun tink she even rem la. n i got all e charity elephants envelopes dating back to pri2. pri2 is pink, p3 is blue. too bad i dun hav e pic to show ya. so sad rite. n i realised i din tidy my sec3 file. my work file. cos i jus threw it to a side. guess wad i found inside. all our timetables and our end-of-year exam timetable. i oso had all my guides testwork. proficiency badges, the bronze, silver, gold award. everything intact n kept in a file. n i oso got all the magazines we bought in pri sch. called ZOOLIFE n PLANTS sth i tink. YES, I KEPT EVERYTHING. i oso have e magazine dat was given to us in pri sch explaining the new Yusof Ishak money notes. alot of stuff. n i packed for 1whole day. cos i kept stopping to recall e past.

n it occurred to me dat we've grown old. aged. we're becoming adults unknowingly. in pri sch it seemed dat sec sch, jc, uni were stil so far away. look where we r now. time n tide waits for no man. it oso doesnt wait for woman. i rem how organised n hardworking i was back then. so disciplined. look wad i've become now. i dun tink i've gone astray. i jus become more playful n broaden my horizons. (really? =S ) somehow, somewhere, somewhat, we grew up. we fell. we learnt. n i got lost. without knowing im lost. look at my grades now. im not ashamed to tell every1 that i got:

GP - C
Bio - C
Chem - D
Maths - D
Econs - D

sucky results. i dun even noe if i can continue to get e edusave scholarship. EESIS or sth i tink. .i dun bother wid these stuff. if not im dead. my mother cant afford to pay e sch fees la! if dis reali happens im in deep shit. =S n so i got lost. but i dun mind getting lost. its when u discover alot of new things n understand urself betta. so ya. i duno wad im gg to b in future. dats y i dun feel lik studying now. cos im studying without a goal n jus studying for e sake of studying. but life's likdat. sometimes we got no choice. n i guess e fog is clearing bah. hopefully. n my hypothesis abt myself, sadly, is true...i din study for GP. look wad i got. i studied half heartedly for bio. look wad i got. i put alot of effort for chem, maths, econs. look wad i got.

anyway. i roughly noe wad im gonna do dis hols. tink i wanna get a job. those do for a few days onli de. so no nid commit too much time. e list!

1. job?
2. study - so dat i get prepared to b an ultimate mugger next yr
3. get back to my organ n guitar - e score i bought 3yrs ago r stil new
4. learn how to maintain my com - i dunwan to b a com idiot!
5. finish up my cross stitch
6. finish up e jigsaw puzzle
7. watch vcds - alot of shows i wanna watch!
8. shopping?? - im kinda broke =X
9. exercise - my aunts say i've become abit fatter so i gotta kip fit!
10. go learn jap? - i've been tinking of it for yrs
11. go find sth dat i like to do
12. go out wif frenz! kbox, slpovers, pool ........
13. i wan go overseas.............. =(

sori for e long entry >.< him =")">thank u for being dere for me when i was lost n confused.
thank u for being e light when i was engulfed in darkness.
thank u for being my guide when i could not find my way out of e maze.
thank u for reaching into my heart e way u did.
thank u for touching my life e way u did.
thank u for ur patience.
thank u for ur kindness.
thank u for ur love.
u may not noe how impt u r to me cos i din tell u.
but ur presence made a great difference to me.
e ease of being in ur company,
e comfort of knowing u would be dere by my side.
thank u.
but i oso wanna say...
SORRY.

shall reply tags at tagboard. otherwise dis entry will be super long. n no1 will read! =(
tata!

Friday, October 13, 2006

re-tags

im very lazy to blog an entry. but duno y for some reason i cant tag!! at ANY blogs. so i shall have to re-tags here.

mone - har. i duno how to post pics leh. n my claz dun hav e habit of taking photos of our everyday sch life..cos dere's no photographer. ya. i'll try la. stil got alot of things to learn abt blogging.

bels - my frenz go n watch..den 1 said he fell aslp during e middle part of e show..cos he say its draggy. but e others say its not bad! so ya i duno which view to take. so! im gg to watch..n c for myself hee =p n since u're lousy at waiting..i shall train u! next time jingles go out all of us shall b late n let u wait lalala~ =p

bweicg - ya i start e blog so its easier to kip in contact wif frenz =)

weilin - yay jus tag! u can flood if ya wan =)

shuyi - ya lor. dats y i say those sayings r useless. hmm. since we're all short-sighted creatures mayb all of us shld get specs..?? -_-"

hong xiang - ya ok. i tout u were angry at me den i duno wad to do =( y u suddenly fei ur blog?n i tink dis hols i wont b a da mang ren...decided to free myself from all activities so i can get some thinking done. hopefully i wont get white hair. n erm can lend me Xing Ping Guo Le Yuan vcd?

chernwei - ya go plan 6a gathering!! lets go play bridge at yiliang's hse! tink my bridge improved =D

qiao - so is scoop nice?every1 who i asked got diff views de. n y u always get to watch movie?!! oh ya. Ai qing mo fa shi part2 is not available at e vcd shop!! n noe is e exciting part somemore! =(

lastly. i hate my stomach. im hungry but yet i feel bloated. y? cos dere's wind inside. so i can onli eat abit. n cos of dis bloated-ness, i dun eat when im hungry. which is bad for me cos i got gastric problems b4. so now i have no appetite to eat even when im hungry. yucks.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

10 october 2006 tuesday

dis entry gonna b quite long. so i shall try to kip it short. cos my mundane life will bore every1 to death. actuali i type finish an entry b4 dis. but cos i included some private thoughts dat i dunwan to announce to e world so i saved dat n redid 1.

firstly. i was sianz dat i go to sch everyday to do nth but play cards n add on to my bridge experience.

second. my chem. i got a lousy D. anyhow study for blocks = E grade. study much more for promos = D grade. not much diff har. n guess wad. most of my marks come from ques dat i anyhow do. n i cancel away my ans dat warrant marks. reason? cos i do ques veri fast. so i figured dat since my chem is so lousy n i do so fast, it probably means its wrong. wad stupid logic u may tink. but apparently it makes perfect sense to me during e course of the exam. so is dis a hint dat i shld anyhow study anyhow do my exam n i'll do well? im gd in things dat i dun like. waiting for bio results now to prove dis hypothesis abt myself.

third. mood was affected by chem. so went orchard early to have some time alone. when im in a bad mood or feel sad i nid to b by myself to clear my thoughts. so stoned thru lunch. watched e cars drive past. watched e customers come n go. watched e employees working. watched a typical day in orchard cine. n i wonder. all these pple working so hard, doin things everyday. do dey truly noe wad dey're doing? y r dey doing these? wads e motivation? pple jus live their life in a routine everyday. without stopping to tink wads e point. wads e aim in e end? dere's a saying 'live everyday lik ur last'. if every1 does dat den no1 would b having e life dey're having now. students wouldnt go to sch. adults wouldnt work. every1 would b busy doing wad dey want. n things lik 'dis is for ur future' wouldnt b able to apply. cos dere's no future if u follow e 1st saying. so it dun make sense at all la.

fourth. kbox wif pang ying qiao. quite nice. 1st time we kip singing n shouting all those high high rock songs. n i din care abt my image. sound horrible den horrible lor. im undergoing singing therapy, as some1 puts it. haha. enjoyed myself. den after pang left n singing finish, watched movie. 'you me n dupree'. wanted scoop but all e seats separated. e movie not bad la. quite funi. i got evon-ness in me!! =) its e UNIQUE factor abt evonne. hee. watched movies quite often recently. i mean as compared to e rest of dis yr.

fifth. i wan watch vcds. every1 ard me own vcds dat i wan but i jus cant seem to get my hands on dem. WHY?!! n i cant watch on youtube. renting is an option but nid $$. which i dun reali hav alot. >.< RAH.

sixth. bels. arent u honoured. got 1 part specially for u! lolx. jus wanna say dat being independent is not as gd as u tink it is. u said b4 dat u envy those pple who r strong n not as dependent on pple as u r. but dun look on e surface. look INSIDE. for all u noe dey may b feeling veri xingku cos dey cant spill everything out cos dey're independent. much more xingku than u. n its a privilege to rely on pple n complain to dem. to ask dem for help. dats wad frenz r for isnt it? frenz r not accessories for u to decorate ur life. frenz r dere to lift u up when u're down; frenz r dere to help u when u stumble; frenz r dere to support u when u feel lik collapsing. so dun feel so paiseh n kip saying u're troubling us. n getting over it takes TIME. so dun rush. greedy little gal. wanna take shortcut issit? =p

finally. i wan watch death note n scoop [bels - reali dat bad ar? =( ]

wa. wad an extreme day. i cant believe it. i jus cant believe it. jus likdat. oh yeah. fine.

Sunday, October 08, 2006

re-tags

since simoneEe made a request i shall re tags here by order. hee =p

Ray - of cos its excellent la!!wad else can it be?excellent is e perfect word to describe me =p

simoneEe - i oso wan watch scoop!i tout jingles watching tgt..but bels go watch le.so now pitiful me have to scout for some1 to pei me watch.cos u got small black =p

Qiao - haha thanks.e blog's nice cos its not i create de haha.credit goes to simoneEe n bels.eh i oso wanna blog often but i got nth to say leh. i dunwan to announce my whole life to e world. so i shall buy alot of filter paper n funnel n do some filtering of info b4 putting it on e blog hee ur hols ending le rite?lolx cyaz soon! =)

Belicia - reali not nice mei?e thriller like quite gd leh.nevertheless i stil wanna go watch.im stubborn heh.provided got pple watch wid me =(


*Since blogging is such a gd way to kip in contacts wid frenz i shall make replying tags e aim of my blog! fellow frenz arent u all honoured! =)

**im supposed to do pw 2dae but i jus cant help slacking by reading storybook n watching youtube videos =X n i kip imagining how i can totally relax n do e things i wan without pw weighing down on me all e time. i hate pw man. it sucks. duno y moe wanna continue wid it when its so obvious dat all e reflections n insights by the students on e lessons learnt r mostly, if not all, fake. n dey happily tink dat e system is working well n its achieving its objectives. so lame. -_-"

Friday, October 06, 2006

randomness =p

i realised its quite weird having a blog cos all ur entries can be seen by pple. so its equivalent to announcing ur life n thoughts n feelings to every1. SO SCARY!!! =s haha. i watched World Trade Centre yest night at J8. E movie was ok...very depressing n sad. den u c humanity n kindness n love prevailing to kip e policemen alive. u noe 2749 pple died in 9/11 n onli 20, goodness, 20 ONLY got rescued from e rubble?thousands of pple r under e rubble everywhere but dey just cant b saved. so gek. den e movie 2male leads were no. 18 and 19 to be saved. imagine how lucky dey r. oh ya. den got dis scene is 1 of dem saw Jesus Christ. i dun mean to insult or wad but e part was damn scary. Nicholas say it feels demonic =X cos its jus 1figure wearing white coat holding a bottle of water n got NO FACE DE. e entire face is HAIR. so e face is BLACK. den e music is those soft soft ones. so eerie >.< c Jesus den c Jesus la! i noe no face is shown cos no1 noes how Jesus looks lik but its stil scary.

Messages:

Jillian - yay bong got blog. actuali is simone n belicia help me do 1. i onli noe how to post entries hee =p im stil veri dumb abt these stuff. but im learning!! =)

oh my. dis is fun. hahaha =)

Thursday, October 05, 2006

jingles movie marathon

ok. firstly i mus MUST clarify dat e 'evil' beside my name is not done by me. its by courtesy of 'wonderful' belicia. i told her not to use the word cos its negative but no! she simply refuses to listen. so ya. since im an idiot at blogging n she's helping me create dis blog, i jus allow her to do dat. so pls dun tink dat im evil. im veri kind n helpful de ok! =)

next. i wanted to go sch 2dae. REALI. i haven play enuff sports yet. but cos i reali was too tired n cant wake up dis morning, so i end up i din go sch. wanted to go pw lecture but was late n too lazy so stayed home, meet mone n bels at j8 den go mone hse. so sori to my neighbour n 06s73 n chengyi. >.<

anyway had a wonderful time at mone's hse. wahaha made lihui super jealous =p but e moment i tink of pw i totally sianz diao. we onli had a few days left so every1's cheong-ing now to finish yet my grp is not doing anything despite the fact dat our wr is totally not ready yet. n so suay our claz is e 1st grp down for oral presentation which is next wk la. we're totally hecking it. damn. i wanna get a gd grade for pw. its A level for goodness sake. its counted in university admission la. but oh! we're jus going to heck n fail anyway.

then. my attendance for guitar is less than 80% la. despite me having valid excuses each time im absent. n some days im absent for sch totally. how dey xpect me to rem which days of e mth im absent n am down for some activity?totally spoil my wonderful mood 2dae.

RAAAHHHH! =(

n weilin!!! get well soon. i was so shocked to get e news. =s

hapi mid-autumn festival!

*lihui! im putting in my 1st entry! =)
belicia is loved by me!