u know how pathetic your life is,
when you need to resort to reading FML for entertainment
and to feel better. 

kudos to nbs

despite our incessant complaints about horrible nbs
with the terrible planning of project deadlines and quizzes
where tutors seem to enjoy putting them together
to let us have a 'stress peak' period
i have to say,
nbs is really training us well for the workplace
rushing project reports that forces u to utilise ur brain
after not sleeping for a couple of nights 
while suffering in a strong air-conditioned room overnight
and with ur body's never-ending calls for u to let it rest
plus working with people
learning how to handle emotions
manage stress levels
and control your temper 
at a time where everyone's stress levels are running high
and where angstyness run amok
perhaps this is a true reflection of what accountancy students' future will be like

disclaimer: this is not 100% of my experience. its the sum of what i've been hearing for the past week.

'excuse me, i'm lost. can u help me find my way back?'

excuse me, i lost my way.
can u help me?

its my fault

i know i have friends who care for me a lot
family who love me a lot 
and a *** who also care alot about me
so to all these people 
i apologise
for what has been happening 
i'm sorry
i'm deeply sorry 
its all my fault
for not being how to handle my own emotions
for not being mature enough to handle my own matters
its all my fault
my incapability and childishness started all this in e first place
im sorry 
so can we all press the restart button
forget everything
and start afresh

i promise i won't do it again.

can someone give me some directions?

the outsider

w

why do i feel like an outsider

its been raining these few days