venting entry hahaha

recess week is here! but somehow i think i wont have enough time to finish whatever i need to do. cca stuff, projects, catching up with old friends, exercise, and most importantly, my studies. studies is the most impt yet i seem to be paying it the least attention =X and somehow i still dun feel e stress YET. guess i really need to see the deadline and feel e urgency before i'll really start becoming efficient. otherwise i'll just keep thinking i have lots of time, which sadly is not the case.

i thought my results of 15/20 for my quiz is not bad already. its quite good actually. im satisfied with it, considering that i din finish studying and i only kinda looked through my notes what, 2hrs before the quiz? and then i start hearing people who got 17, 18, 19/20, with 19/20 being the NORM, and i damn sian. WHAT THE FUCK?! theory of relativity. no wonder they say in nbs if u dun hav a minimum GPA of 4.0 u're lousy.

went running after quiz on wed nite and oh my gosh, my fitness level SUX to the core. disgusted with myself. see the slope at hall 3 n 16 then gif up le. n after e run my legs weren't even aching. the last time i rem, i dun recall myself being so mentally weak. the view from ADM is super nice though =)

met up with Yosi and Jian Lun (ex-colleagues) and got arrowed by Jian Lun for no rhyme or reason. thanks for e lesson on human relations anyway. he said that no matter how busy u r, if u truly have the heart to do sth, u will get it done. if not its all empty talk. thoughts do not materialise themselves if u don't take any action. 'don't make promises that u cant fulfill' and 'im stating the truth. which part of what i said is not true?' wa. sounds so awfully familiar. e visit to his hall and looking at how he conduct himself made me realised some things too.

finally back home after 1week in hall. was darn proud of myself that i stayed 5 nights in a row and felt fine. Credit goes to Huiying! cos she was around everyday the entire wk. it feels good not to return to an empty room =D please stay more often! met up with s73 pple at West Mall and went home happily, only to realise that I DID NOT BRING HOME MY HP CHARGER. no wonder i felt sth was wrong when i left. stood at my room door for so damn long n YET i din realise. F***. so tml im gg to travel ALL the way back to ntu to take my charger. if only my hp can be ready for collection tml. ULTIMATE SIAN.

thurs.
i duno how i'll feel.

like what nicholas said, i need to feel a sense of loss before i'll even start to appreciate and realise how much it actually means to me.

failure = success??

saw this and i was struck by the last 2 lines.

i've failed over and over and over again in my life
and that is why i succeed.

motivation? haha.
so evonne ar evonne...
don't be scared of failures...
cos one darn fine day,
u will succeed.
*keeps fingers crossed*

i cant slp! =X

just got back from supper with tutorial grp 5 awhile ago...went Prata House in thomson. good to noe that quite a few of them live around this central area =) next time can plan some more supper! haha and im so full that i cant slp so im here to blog and upload photos in facebook! accumulated quite alot since 2 wks ago i think =P dun complain already! and dun ostracise me and my camera anymore =( haha but cos im rushing to upload e pics, i din do any editing to make it look nicer =P

tutorial group 5!

and saw photos of nick's nights out last mon ( i think). that was e first monday that i had no monday blues and i felt sooo hapi. hanging out with them never fails to make me laugh and feel hapi =) yay i love weilin & co, nick & co, and brandon & co!
(must put likdat so that no one will complain. i noe all of us are veri ego hahaha!)

weilin's absent =(

my (permanent) boyfriend!

was uploading pics from my camera to my comp and i went to look at the photos jingles took since 2006..n felt so nostalgic. din realise that so many years have passed since then and that we have had so many small outings and gatherings and bdae celebrations. i'm just so glad and grateful for them in my life =) ying chern...i will miss you!

jingles!

the funniest pic all night!

and bels i have unglam shots of u! but i shall be nice and not post it =) hahaha.


i must get used to studying again. used to be able to study the entire day and be productive. but now its only a few hours of studying and my brain feels overloaded. and ironically, the more readings i do, the more confused i get, the more i don't understand! planned to use 2days to finish up AA101, but ended up finishing 2 chapters only =X


oh ya. me n huiying washed e toilet last nite! haha pampered evonne learnt how to wash the toilet. when u're forced to do things urself, u learn.

congratulations simoneEeEe! u're officially offered the task of being jingles chauffeur! no more worrying about last train or last bus home! yay! hurry up thank us for giving u chance to practise and gain experience on real roads! =P


clar left already..

jinghui's leaving on mon..

ying chern on wed..

lihui during recess wk..

mother & bro next next wk..

jiahao4 next next wk..

who else can i add to the list?

lolx


don't be greedy.

appreciate what u have.

don't complain so much.

take initiative.


i don't want any of the people who came into my life to leave


saw this nice phrase somewhere:
friends cannot help you to solve your problems
they can only support you while you solve them.

Hwa Chong MAF 2008

in my 2 years in hwa chong, i've always thought that mid-autumn festival is stupid. and i always wonder in amazement why the seniors would even wanna come back, and why they can get so high and excited over something so stupid like dancing mass dance and singing all the songs. but now after i graduate from hc, i myself became a senior, and i too am excited, very very excited, in fact to go back to hc for maf. it doesn't matter that we duno some of the songs. it doesn't matter that we duno how to dance the mass dance well. we still had fun. because MAF is an occasion for seniors. for us to all come back and meet up on 1 night. all of us are so busy with our own schedules, in different unis, and for the guys in ns. it certainly helps to bring all of us back together to the place that we spent 2 years in. when i first started sch in hc, i felt like its going to be 2 looooooong years. yet everything just went past in a flash. n now that im in 1st year in uni, i look to the future and i see 4 loooong years ahead. but actually it wont be that long. half a semester have passed by without me realising it. 2 more wks and its my recess wk. i can say that im hapi to know that i have 1 wk break for my studies. but i cant say the same for other areas for my life. cos after that 1 wk break, my family, close frenz, are all leaving me to go overseas for sometime =( chance for me to test how independent i really am. staying in hall made me realise how useless n weak i am. but im not going to stay like this forever. i'll learn!

the wonderful light-up

06s73!

Rare though true love may be, it is less rare than true friendship

time to move on...regardless what.