A long overdue entry

supposed to blog after i come back from STONG

but was caught up in a lot of stuff.

how i wish i nvr came back from there haha

its a form of escape.

and since im blogging this entry from work (its my 2nd last day! cant wait for it to end =D)

i have no STONG pics to decorate this entry

but there's alot on facebook =P

haha!

belicia's fav phrase from there: SHAGGED CANT THINK

lolx

the waterfall was beautiful

the stars at night was amazing

the shooting star was fascinating

(and to think i mistook it for a plane -_-" )

sadly our little red dot has none of it =(

haha

i wanna whine whine whine

for the first time in my life,

i don't know what i want.

and to think i was still fretting over what i shld join next yr

cos i was scared i would end up studying n doing nth =\

now i gotta choose

and i just cant have everything

and now i just don't know which option would result in me having less regrets

because i noe that no matter what i decide,

i would have a teeny weeny bit of regret abt e loss of the other

and considering the fact that i MAY add 1 more core for this upcoming sem

because its IT related n i wanna leech/free-ride on our prof choong jigang

>.<

i'll definitely have to choose

if only i can be those ultra zai pple

so smart

can join lotsa activities and yet do well for their studies

haha!

so many thoughts going through my head

im fickle =(

after tues im going to head down to Changi Airport, curl up at a coffee place there

read a good book (yes, im finally fulfilling this tiny dream of mine since last year)

and just clear my mind so it'll be empty.

like wad lihui says,

any decision made when u're confused will be a wrong one.
haha!

i just find it hard to understand

why some pple love to judge pple so early

judge pple abt things that they themselves have not been through before

and only to realise later on, that

sometimes in life, things are not purely black n white.

sometimes due to duno wad reasons, ur actions will deviate from what is the supposed right.

and yet by doing the theoretically 'wrong' action,
u can put things right and reduce damage to the least.

HAR.