Monday, June 29, 2009

A long overdue entry

supposed to blog after i come back from STONG
but was caught up in a lot of stuff.
how i wish i nvr came back from there haha
its a form of escape.
and since im blogging this entry from work (its my 2nd last day! cant wait for it to end =D)
i have no STONG pics to decorate this entry
but there's alot on facebook =P
haha!
belicia's fav phrase from there: SHAGGED CANT THINK
lolx
the waterfall was beautiful
the stars at night was amazing
the shooting star was fascinating
(and to think i mistook it for a plane -_-" )
sadly our little red dot has none of it =(
haha

i wanna whine whine whine
for the first time in my life,
i don't know what i want.
and to think i was still fretting over what i shld join next yr
cos i was scared i would end up studying n doing nth =\
now i gotta choose
and i just cant have everything
and now i just don't know which option would result in me having less regrets
because i noe that no matter what i decide,
i would have a teeny weeny bit of regret abt e loss of the other
and considering the fact that i MAY add 1 more core for this upcoming sem
because its IT related n i wanna leech/free-ride on our prof choong jigang
>.<
i'll definitely have to choose
if only i can be those ultra zai pple
so smart
can join lotsa activities and yet do well for their studies
haha!
so many thoughts going through my head
im fickle =(
after tues im going to head down to Changi Airport, curl up at a coffee place there
read a good book (yes, im finally fulfilling this tiny dream of mine since last year)
and just clear my mind so it'll be empty.
like wad lihui says,
any decision made when u're confused will be a wrong one.
haha!

i just find it hard to understand
why some pple love to judge pple so early
judge pple abt things that they themselves have not been through before
and only to realise later on, that
sometimes in life, things are not purely black n white.
sometimes due to duno wad reasons, ur actions will deviate from what is the supposed right.
and yet by doing the theoretically 'wrong' action,
u can put things right and reduce damage to the least.
HAR.




Friday, June 12, 2009

Pre-STONG entry!

hello hello!
finally going to STONG tml.
in case u're wondering where it is,
its at west kelantan Msia.
(apparently quite a few pple asked me n i said i duno >.<) will post personalised pictures here after im back! instead of koping from internet actually cos i lazy la =P we're taking e train dere! im going to slpp and slpppp and slppppppp like a pig so sad cant spend the time watching dramas but im sure dear bels and lauren will provide me plenty of entertainment =D life has been quite good and smooth sailing recently until i find it unbelieveable i really should do more good deeds to accumulate good karma friends keep bringing me good news under hexiang's reminder, i checked my biz major and i got my first choice!
TOURISM & HOSPITALITY MANAGEMENT

im sooo going to work in the Intergrated Resorts or some hotel next time
i'll make sure of it!
because recently working as an Acct Asst has made me realise that
im really not cut out for accounting =(
because im not as detailed, meticulous, and careful.
these qualities of mine has brought my supervisor alot of trouble
where she had to go through so many lines of items with me
just to find out where i had made mistakes
and most of the time its stupid careless mistakes
=(
i really really thank her for her patience with me.
and then i get bored of the task fast.
and cos everyone in e office is busy and rarely tok
i find a need to open my mouth n make noise
which of cos i didn't, n made me so xingku
=(

and then ryan got me to check my email
where i got the email from HALL 2!
i managed to get back HALL 2 for my 2nd year!
=D
i was really having no expectations
and making arrangements and plans on wad to do next year
with NO HALL
really really thankful.

oh and i still haven finish watching BOYS OVER FLOWERS
its no easy feat!
every1 finished it within DAYS
its been 2 mths for me now
and i still haven finish it
even dear simoneeeee caught up with me, overtook,
and reached the finishing line!
0.o
these are e 3 versions!
i've conquered 1 (taiwanese)
on my way to conquering the 2nd (korean)
and after that, to the 3rd! (japanese)
and THEN after that,
rewatch e anime version
=D

ok i need to start doing some work
then watch my drama
PLUS pack for my trip
=\


this is cute!