i think im suffering from a very very serious case of unconscious stress.
oh no i don't want to go crazy! =(

i dun want to admit.
cause once u admit it it would seem so final and absolute.

to turn around and realise that there's nothing.
oh my how pathetic.

opportunity cost.
giving up something for something else.
making some sacrifices.
and then realising that.
everything is lost.
and nothing gained.
oh my how sad.

prelims over today! =D

anyway i was blog surfing n went to 06s78 and 05s78 blog. n suddenly felt kinda sad. i dun mix around with s78 gals anymore..partly cos of the busy sch life n cos we rarely hav common breaks. sad.

n e seniors blog. it updates on which uni n which course who n who got into. n i got super amazed at how lihai dey all are. quite a few got into overseas uni. dere were pics of their parting at the airport. den i wondered. is the same thing going to happen to us 1 year later? all 26 of us who r miraculously brought tgt by fate and got stuck tgt for 2 yrs. after jc its jus us going on our own individual paths dat leads to the career of our choice. every1 separated. for those who go overseas, dey'll hav to handle everything alone. thrown into an absolutely new environment n obliged to adapt. for the guys dey reali turn into men by gg into NS. all the changes happening at e same time with no1 around to help. but i guess dis is part of growing up. i wonder how i would feel if e same thing happen to me. glad for my fren but sad at her departure. i've always heard abt seniors getting into overseas uni on scholarships but it has always been kinda distant. i guess reading e seniors blog gave me a jolt. n i wonder...will 06s73 stil be as bonded after 1 yr of graduation from hwa chong..??

!#*^$$_+)(&^$#@

lets c if e message below can be deciphered: =p

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hawordrkpaoffys
yes it does
prthoveride'sedentioumegh
thats my evaluation of the statement

can u read e message?? =pPp