inter-connectivity

my horoscope today says that
as my emotional health improves
my physcial health would follow.
because both are interconnected.
hmmm.
i do notice a correlation between
my stress level and my stomach tantrums.
let me apply what i've learnt in stats
and plot a graph.
haha. 

story of a Boy and a Girl

heard this story over Yes 933 FM that day
its a love story.
a very very sad love story =(
here goes:

there was a Boy and a Girl

both of them met each other when they were still students

and both of them liked each other. immensely. 

but Boy was too timid to profess his love for her.

for many many years, he just hid at a corner watching her. 

caring for her silently. 

Girl was waiting for Boy.

and she waited for many many years. 

just for that 1 sentence from Boy, and she's his. 

but the story didn't end like this. 

Boy kept his feelings to himself

and Girl met someone else, 

whom she got married to. 

Boy lost hope, and just gave Girl his blessings. 

but a few years later, Girl got divorced from her unhappy marriage. 

Boy got to know about it, and decided to muster his courage and profess to her. 

having tasted the sense of loss once, he did not want to lose Girl again. 

so he bought flowers and went to her office one day.

Girl was on the phone, so he waited quietly behind her. 

as long as Girl turned around, he would profess.

but he heard this, 

" i have already done the booking for you dear. don't miss it!"

Boy was crestfallen, for he did not know of Girl's new love interest. 

Dejected, he turned to leave. 

and bumped into another girl. 

this girl had been his admirer for as long as he had been loving Girl. 

she saw the flowers in his hand, and said,

"are those for me?"

Boy, not wanting to waste the flowers, gave them to this Girl instead.

and they got together thereafter. 

things progressed and soon he proposed. 

one day, Boy bumped into Girl. 

Girl asked," why didn't you approach me that night?"

Boy was shocked. he did not know that Girl was aware of his presence. 

so he answered,"i overheard you on the phone and did  not want to disturb your conversation with your boyfriend."

Girl was shocked. 

she did not have a boyfriend. 

the 'dear' that she called, was her superior.

who is a very good friend of hers and the name 'dear',

was a nickname that she used fondly on him. 

calling him 'dear' was out of habit. 

Girl was still waiting for Boy to take initiative.  

and so, because Boy jumped to conclusions too eagerly,

because Boy was too afraid to profess, 

because Girl did not take the initiative to ask,

they missed each other.

for life. 

its quite sad when i first heard it over the radio.
somehow chong qing made it really sad.
(though i think ling zhi would be better >.<) 
but i think both Boy and Girl are stupid.
wait here and there.
whats e point.
but then sometimes we have to agree,
that life is like that.

movie marathon!

had a bad start in e morning today.
was rushing for work at Kumon...
and when i reached bishan mrt,
at BreadTalk there,
my slippers broke.
and i was stranded there, because early morning at 9.45am
none of the shops in Junction 8 was opened.
i was soooo prepared to go Charles & Keith
and just buy 1 pair of sandals or slippers
DESPITE their sky high price that does not justify their quality
and NO it wasn't open.
and SO, i walked back home
BAREFOOTED
from breadtalk there all the way home
quite an experience if u ask me
but definitely not enjoyable since i was rushing for work
=(

but i caught 2 movies today!
please don't come ask me why.

My Sister's Keeper

 its quite a disappointment
cause i read the book.
the ending is totally different.
i went 'HUH?!' and 0.o
the feel is different.
when reading the book, i felt such INTENSE DISLIKE for the mother
because i felt she's the one causing all the misery in the family
albeit her good intentions.
sometimes, letting go is the only way to move on
because she cant accept the fact,
because she cant let go,
she brought such misery upon her family and others.
resulting in them having to resort to such extreme means to get the message across.

but i admit that Cameron Diaz did a rather good job
in playing the role of the mother
its very emotionally challenging
to be so drastic all the time.

i was like totally angry and tensed up and agitated while reading the book
the twist at the end of the book left a lingering taste after i finished it
all the 'huh how come this happened' feel
still unable to get over the twist.

strong emotions,
that the movie didn't evoke.

500 Days of Summer 

heard pretty good comments and reviews about it

so i went in with high expectations

too high i think.

cause i was disappointed too.

at the ending i was like -_-"

but i like the male lead!

he's kinda nerdy and scholarly with a tinge of shyness

so cute!

but i like the concept of the movie

this is not a love story.

its a story about love.

that sometimes for love,

no matter how much you give,

how much you love,

it will not be requitted.

Like the female lead, Summer.

she does not believe in love.

she does not want to get into a relationship.

but she got married happily in e end.

it just goes to show that sometimes,

it just takes the right person.

one can sacrifice and give all one has to give,

but can still lose the loved one to another who does not put in that much effort.

there's no explanation.

perhaps this would give some people out there hope,

but at the same time,

it would also create doubts in some.

-love-

 

long weekend...

i just wasted my entire long weekend.
my 'sleeping disorder' doesn't seem to be getting any better.
despite me sleeping off almost e whole day
=\
4 more weeks to exams
with quizzes and proj deadlines and so many things in betwen
im screwed.
my cGPA must be >4.0
if not i'm a GONER.
i'll just POOF and be gone with the air
no chance for mistakes
i really really really need to wake up my idea!
=X

over the weekend!

celebrate roomie's 21st birthday!

so sorry i din get to attend ur party at Essential Brew!
but we went marina barrage to celebrate
and here's her second surprise!

the bimbotic girl HUFFED and PUFFED to blow out all the candles

=D

cam-whoring!

everytime its her birthday we'll camwhore

hhahahahha

failed attempt to be model-ish

despite guidance from wenhao

hahhaa

im simply not talented

=(

she got high from sucking helium

gazing

the barrage at night

kind of miss all the nonsensical outings and camwhoring last year

pre-exam activity: drinking session!

.sometimes.just sometimes.

school's starting after 1 recess week.
im soooooo not prepared.
=(

met up with nick and weilin yesterday =)
one interesting convo:

nick: eh u wear until very cui leh.
von: huh? where got! i'm wearing jeans leh! u more cui than me lor.u're wearing tee n berms.
nick: no i'm not. ok later when weilin comes u ask her.
*weilin arrives*
nick: eh weilin. evonne says i wear more cui than her.
*weilin looks at our attire*
weilin: no
von: huh? how come! i'm wearing jeans!
weilin + nick: because ur shirt is oversized!
von: so as long as i change to a fitting shirt i'll look better than nick?
weilin + nick: ya.
-_-"
ok my fashion sense sucks!
someone pls be kind enough and come and mix and match my clothes for me!

retail therapy is effective.
i bought a pair of shorts from Little Match Girl just now
and stuff from Cotton On
and i just bought a dress from online shopping not long ago
PLUS i just bought a dress from Bugis 2 wks ago.
i need to STOP spending.
and find other therapies.

and then the whole cycle starts again. 

if only.
sometimes i just wish.

.do not be myopic.
.look elsewhere.