Sunday, 28January 2007
23.47pm

went blog hopping jus now..realised dat every1's super busy nowadays n their blogs r stagnant. feelin kinda disappointed now..felt lik my efforts were all useless n unappreciated. n it jus kinda make me even more certain dat ever since duno when things started to get fake n done for e sake of keeping up appearances. n to tink i treasured it. y issit some pple can balance n some cant? i noe im not some1 who's very impt or prominent cos i prefer to kip my life peaceful n simple. but its reali veri disappointing. it oso hurts to c dat things dat i believed in r actuali nothing. i shall not care from now on. off to studyin econs.

yoyo im back to blog!! haha reali appreciate all the nice tags. make me feel so treasured =D anyway yupz those things at e previous entry was abt last yr. dats y i put it up. 2007 so far is quite ok...like my juniors!! they make me feel enthu abt stuff all over again. =) n im guai n doing work constantly (though i stil slack by watching tv everyday BUT!!! im watching lesser tv than last yr. great improvement ya?) so i dun dread gg to tutorials so much anymore. except econs tutorial la. siva (our econs tcher) reali cant make it. den got dis guy in my claz who attitudes siva. n erm...i enjoy watching him attitude siva. cos siva cant do anything to him!!! MUAHAHAHA!! den siva lik soooooo helpless likdat =D ok im mean >.< but u all mus reali go how he is. seriously cant teach. im wondering how he can continue to b so thick-skinned n kip teaching lousily when he noes every1 hates his teaching. n he's lik not making effort to improve =X

oh n j1s dis yr quite hardworking. for maths tutorial dey're always 1 tutorial faster than e lecture. meaning dey do e tutorial b4 its taught. 0.o!! n dey're having 2 block tests dis yr. their sabbaticals is halved. if they fail their diagnostic test dey gotta go for remedial. tink our batch hai dem. cos IP results all lousy. n heard dat e screening for IP at chs became stricter. haha.

ok ya. thanks every1 for tagging nice stuff =)

shuyi - ya lor we reali nvr go back leh =S veri bad. oops. tink cny period find 1 day go visit her >.< n cross country on vday is bad lor! so unromantic n not fun de. =X

lihui - haha i always got say hi to u in sch de lor. but everytime i pass by u u nvr c =( stupid nicholas go say anderson uniform is a poser uniform la!! jus cos i wear e belt loosely -_-" anyway! wait for me on tues leh....awhile only! den can go home tgt. dun hav much chance to tok to ya in sch.

bels - aiya. silly gal! even if nth will come out of e matchmaking u can stil be frenz wif those 'eligible bachelors' dat ur cousin painstakingly picked out for u. doesnt hurt to widen ur social circle. esp since ur cousin is so enthu abt it. haha!! =p N y u feeling lik me?! i tout u have ur claz clique to accompany u? i noe u miss me n jingles =D oh i dun lik to do things for e benefits it brings too. dats y i kinda gave up e idea of taking h3 jus b4 promos. not dat i can take anyway haha. u got any nice cip to recommend me?cos now my hc interact thing is veri unconfirmed cos i changing organisation. haiz.

luan - thanks for e encouraging tag!! =) n ya can go out n study tgt n eat ice cream! i've been in e bukit timah area for 1yr but i nvr go island creamery b4 =S love my timetable dis yr =) oh i wasnt at cca carnival...went home cos guitar n interact dun nid pple ard to help out. so sad! but y u came over?choir?dun b sad...hc got even lesser andersonians. not dat i would strongly encourage to come anyway. its totally chs n nanyang here. it'll be worst next yr when e ENTIRE nanyang cohort becomes IP.

mone - orh ok....wa so healthy go running. i run once a wk during PE. >.< so abt ur ijc funfair thingy for jingles how???

ok ending here.

SUPPORT DAREN FOR SUPERSTAR FINALS!!!!

2007

ok. i realised i haven been blogging for quite some LONG time. got nth to tok abt ma..my life super uninteresting =( haha. but ya sch's been ok so far..meeting e juniors, writing angel mortal letters n self-entertaining r e onli exciting stuff now. went blog hopping jus now n i could c dat every1's having a great start to e new yr n have made resolutions for themselves. my new yr resolutions:

- be a mugger! As coming n obviously i wanna do well. which is ironic cos im most probably gonna score ZERO for my recent maths test. stupid me can actuali rem e formula WRONGLY. so ya u all can pretty much guess wads gonna happen cos of dat. =(

- quit procrastinating. its a waste of time. i spend so much time chiding myself for wasting time afterwards.

n jus to tell pple...i've been late for sch EVERYDAY ever since sch reopened. except for thurs. ya 1 day im punctual. e traffic is reali reali bad la. it takes ard 20min to get from serene centre dat junction to hc bus stop. 0.o but den yeah. i forgot to make being punctual for sch my new yr resolution haha. but seriously im getting sick of being late everyday. n hiding from tchers so dat my ez-link dun get confiscated. i din have my ez-link wif me from fri till tues last wk. its super inconvenient to use coins =(

my timetable dis yr rocks.
mon - 2.30pm
tues - 1.00pm with a 1 hr break in between
wed - 2pm
thurs - 2pm all lectures so can slack
fri - 2pm
haha i love it man! =D *prays e sch dun change it next term*

oh ya! i went isetan private sale to shop after getting my pay n spent $130 dere! dis hols i bought quite alot of clothes. dat day when my mother wash all i was amazed haha! but i like all of dem! wanted to get a dress but all those dat i c veri mature. n i dun tink dat i can wear dem cos its veri long. even after putting on a belt n folding it its stil lik halfway down my knee. ugly. im short! n im not growing! =(

j1s were ok. alot of nanyang n chinese high pple. expected la. dere's onli 150 non-IP pple dis yr, excluding DSA. so sad. but glad to c got andersonians. 2 of dem r in my ex-claz junior claz. weiting n meijun..ying chern's junior. my junior claz's pretty ok..esp after gg for supper wif dem yest after their orientation campfire. kinda missed being j1. j1 is reali slack de lor. got alot of non-academic activities. their war games is crazy lor. all 3 facs gang up n zam apollo. they have no defenders at their own territory cos dere wasnt a nid to. every1's attacking apollo. all 3 fac shirts dun have a single drop of water on it when apollo's fac shirt was DRIPPING WET. so expectedly apollo got last. every1's enemy is apollo now cos we owned dem last time. champions for so mani things n won e fac shield by leading e 2nd fac ares by ard 100points. hope apollo j1s r enthu enuff to continue e glory.

reflection abt my j1 life in 2006! seeing every1 get so hyped up for cca exhibition makes me kinda sad. i miss e days in anderson wher i hav a cca dat im proud of, dat im enthu in, n wher i dun mind putting in alot of time n effort for guides activities. but in hc i dun hav e same kind of passion n enthu-ism for my cca. namely interact n guitar. sch life without a rocking cca is boring. den for 6mths of 2006 i kip wondering to myself y issit dat others ard me all hav ccas dat dey enjoyed so much n r so proud of xcept me. for so mani times dat i've lost count, i looked thru all e ccas available in hc n tried to c if any is ok for me. but i cant find. dats y i made myself cca-less in 2 1st 3 mths. another reason would be cos no frenz wanna TRY out ccas dat i wanna try. its not dat i cant do things alone but when u go to a NEW sch wif AFEW andersonians, which kinda limits e pple u noe dere, a NEW og all ALONE when other andersonians r ALL paired up in e same sch, n den a NEW claz all alone AGAIN when other andersonians r all paired up in e same claz AGAIN, n finally another NEW claz all alone FOR E 3RD TIME, u get tired. it doesnt help dat dere's grps of nanyang n chs pple who noe each other alreadi. though they r friendly n nice, at e beginning they will still stick to each other cos of human nature. hansel says mus be take initiative n make e 1st move. but it takes 2hands to clap. its not gonna work if i take initiative n dere dey r all sticking to their sch mates. so after gg thru so mani things alone its reali tiring. n taking a different sub combi lessens e chances of meeting physics pple so by dat time it seriously felt lik im all alone dere. lihui said its gd to b alone cos u'll noe more pple. its true to an extent but i tink u gotta go experience it b4 knowing wad i mean. anyway dat was last yr. im quite ok wif my state of life rite now. did alot of thinking last yr n realised dat life is much more than family n sch n cca. mayb church for some. though dat seems to be e case for every1. i cant find a suitable cca in hc, so be it. i can always go outside n do things dat i like. no nid to restrain myself. i had a wonderful time in anderson, so hc pales in comparison. its ok. these 2 totally diff encounters will onli enrich my life experiences. so next time when it happens again i noe wad to do. evonne becomes smarter!! =)

so dis yr! im gonna work hard to get my studies on track. if i dun get into any uni i'll die.....n feel bad towards mrs chong for getting a zero for an easy maths test. lik all her efforts wasted. mdm leow oso. shuyi!! we haven gone back to visit her for 1 yr le leh!! =X n den after dat, im gonna work on some personal development. wa~~~~ haha!! no la. jus gonna find some time to do things dat i've been ignoring for quite some time. lik learning how to play new songs on e organ. e sun yanzi score dat i've bought 3yrs ago is still untouched. doing CIP dat i enjoy. interact's rda kinda boring now =S n most importantly exercising!! i ran during PE n got leg aches. super duper unhealthy. boo =(

simone sorry! i lost e hp accessory u gave as a xmas prez. i hung it on my hp den during campfire when every1 go crazy it kinda got tugged out. n i onli had it for a few days!! ='( n simone climacool shoes got pores de leh. so when it rains n u step into a puddle of water e water will seep in n ur sock will become wet. at least dats wad happens to me when i wear e shoe. =(

bels. rem to tell us e results of ur cousin's matchmaking k! its pretty funi! =) n im loving chocos more n more!! not hungry oso eat =X

qiao. haha here im! can c dat u're blogging everyday! opp from me lolx. as much as i wanna eat my entries cant la. haha. jiayou for ur projs! =)

chengluan. haha yea i updated a super long entry. hope it din bore u all. >.< n im looking forward to c-ing u in hc! y ur conductor suddenly wan collaborate wif hc choir?

hong xiang - ya i like daren! din noe he's from music clinic till i read i-weekly n its written dere. pss tix veri hard to get ar? =( i shall watch on tv den. im not so star-crazy nowadays. i like diya n carrie oso. oh i went ur blog but somehow cant tag so i write here. glad to c u're doing well in sch! jus dun pon so much dis yr. mus b serious abt studies lik me!! haha. anyway when u're free can help me burn mayday album songs n e songs dat u have on ur blog?cos all veri nice =)

so ya long entry. hope it din bore u guys out. my life sianz la cant help it =( n tink dis entry is e most bareentry i've ever written cos of dat middle part. (bare as in most heart felt) cos all of u noe i dun lik to write abt my feelings for no gd stuff here n publicise for all. but since dats in 2006 i tink its ok =) every1 happy new yr!! =D

*** hwa chong duno y extra go put cross country on 14feb valentine's day -_-" ***