my days of slacking are coming...

yesterday was my last 2nd day at work. kinda don't bear to leave after spending 4mths there. seeing the same few faces everyday for 4mths. feel abit sad cos i don't know how to stay in contact with them after leaving. like no topic no reason to chat like that >.<

anyway took some photos with my colleagues =)

me and PeiLing - my mentor

haha she's very nice! never scold me at all in my 4mths there

though i make stupid mistakes sometimes >.<

i think she's quite pretty =)

me & kathy

me & amanda

cute right! haha my office got alot of pretty gals =P

department's group photo during our office move

shall take more pics on my last day.

i think after monday my bioclock will become screwed =X

i can sleep late cos i don't need to wake up early for work

i can wake up late and high chance i'll skip breakfast

screwed! =(

lihui n bels please date me out to exercise...............

happy sunday!

yay had a happy sunday! received 3 presents at one go, and most importantly, there's my favourite chocolate! apparently its some Italian brand called Baci and its superrrr nice. ulu evonne has never heard of this brand before. haha. e pics are in my hp. i tried to learn and install the Samsung hp thingy so can transfer the pictures but then somehow cannot work. shall slowly go find out next time. i've been using this phone for 7mths and yet i barely understands half of its functions etc. i haven't even put in my external memory card and i just realised that it actually came with earphones! 0.o (i can just hear people's jaw dropping >.<)

anyway 4/7 gathering yesterday was quite successful. must really applaud zhikai's and e guys efforts to really organise and then think of a place and book the place =) all of us were kinda expecting it to get cancelled last minute like always. haha too bad this time when it finally occurred quite a few guys couldnt make it. im quite surprised at the number of 47 guys gg OCS, cos it 06s73, there's only what, 5 or 6 who made it in. and its hwa chong im talking about lolx. pictures that i koped from simoneEeEe.

me and mabel

we discovered our new love for each other!

we were hungry =(

gals group photo!

group foto!

the guys are still as funny and childish as ever. especially the last prank zhikai played on zhirong lolx. haven't been seeing any of these stupid things since duno when.

watched Don't Mess with the Zohan today and its very funny! cathay got lousy service though. they don't sell or serve half the drinks that they show on the menu -_-"

when i don't have any mood, as in feel neutral, i show the 'sian' look.

according to feedback from my colleague =X

when im really bored or sian, i have the 'pissed off' look.

according to comments from my friends.

when im really pissed off, i look scary.

i have no idea why.

when im surprised or touched or really really happy, i give the 'expressionless' look.

because i don't know what face to give.

and i don't have the tendency to give exaggerated reactions.

i only noe how to smile

and look appreciative

and hope that the other party can see

>.<

im supposed to be doing my uni stuff

and here im blogging away =X

belicia is MIA. u didn't reply e email that i went through sooooooo much trouble to just rush and type finish for YOU! boo hoo hoo! =( =( =( shall spam u with short emails from now on! cos typing long ones is too obvious when im sitting next to the manager ='(

countdown: 5 days!!

whirlwind

wa.these 2 days passed by so fast. had mini adventure for both days haha.

Thurs

went to the new office to do some stuff then cos its office hours, took a cab with my grand-mentor. on our way back, almost got into an accident =X this female driver in front of us was going at what, 80-90km/hr then our cab driver just followed her. then she suddenly jammed brakes.....for nth. so since our cab was following her, the cab driver suddenly braked also. and i just got thrown forward in my seat so fast that i cant react and my upper body would have slammed against the back of the front seat if not for my grand-mentor who held onto me. lucky the cab driver smart enough to navigate the cab. i was like mentally prepared to feel the bump lolx now i noe why they say females are bad drivers >.<

and packing the office for the move became quite fun with the joining of the interns. talked quite abit. yay made frenz =) though 1 of them keeps niao-ing me and teasing me whenever he gets the chance.

Fri

i forgot to charge my hp and my hp died on me in e aftn. so for e rest of e day, i was like handicapped n kept sticking to pple so i can use their hp >.< and when meeting nick and weilin for dinner, i actually had to approach a total stranger to lend me hp to call them. but couples happily in love kept appearing and i cant ask! u noe, no matter ask e guy or gal also wrong de. someone will be unhappy. and i din dare to ask those adult ladies who obviously just ended work cos almsot all of them had this pissed off and unfriendly look on their face. so i waited and waited and scouted for a suitable person...until i saw this young woman who's alone and looked quite nice. and she just lend me her phone with this look of amazement on her face. haha.

looking through pics and suddenly felt so sad and nostalgic.

some nice pics taken in taiwan. i haven organise them yet >.<

yc father treated us to coffee at this nice cafe

our hotel room toilet for 1st night had jacuzzi!

e 2 crazy gals doing mirror image of each other

at the Queen's head - we look cool with sunglasses right!

our dining group

i shall figure out how to put pics from my hp to e computer haha.
photos are much more interesting than my mundane life.

-----

i cannot wait for work to end.

though recently it has been quite nice with work keeping me occupied.

and started talking and playing around more with the interns haha

but i think i can wait for the money to come in first.

how am i going to survive july with no income?!!!

=(



im really really going to have a laid-back life

drink coffee and read storybook

and watch the whole world pass by me

rushing rushing rushing

then there i am having all the time in the world

haha!



lihui~~~

lets go work retail together

then can chit-chat =)



9 more days.



this is the chomel necklace my company gave:

nice??

i realised blogging takes alot of effort.

gotta come up with things constantly to blog about.

which is hard since my life is boring and mundane.

and few or none of my class people knows about my blog.

how to keep contact!!

=(

i should be slping >.<

dun ignore me ='(

haha here im again. im updating almost everyday la! not bad la. my work actually made me more enthu about blogging. and what a nice surprise to see hx's tag! haven talk to him for super long and the 1st communication we had since _____ago (fill in the time urself) is thru blog. haha so amazing =)

anyway i got my bdae present from my company! so happy la. im only a small little temp staff and yet they treat me so nicely. gimme company shirt, include me in bdae celebrations, even got me a present =D and the people here are sooo nice. in my 3.5mths here i've never been scolded. except for the manager's complain =X anyway my present is a Chomel necklace. its very nice! i shall wear it everyday and make it my permanent necklace haha =) although to them Chomel is not really very expensive and is considered low-end (i guess next time when we come out and work and have high spending power we'll be hankering after LV etc too. seriously cant imagine myself doing that 0.o ), to me its very very good already. haha im a girl who's easily satisfied! gimme a small kit-kat bar and i'll be happy too hahaha!

went out with nicholas and weilin on thurs. and i made a joke out of myself -_-" i think hanging out with belicia too much made me become super blur. then went to Food for Thought (im advertising for them haha) where we had super delicious apple crumble =)

the nicey nicey apple crumblesaw this 2 guys who slang ALOT. then suddenly their conver went likdat:

Guy A (very agitatedly): i have proof of that you noe!

Guy B (also very agitated): i have proof of what i said too!

Guy A: i've enough of this. that's it. im leaving.

(Guy A took backpack and left, leaving Guy B down there alone with the BARELY TOUCHED APPLE CRUMBLE, which is super delicious)

so weilin's frenz (who worked in the cafe) came to us and asked,'do u tink e 2 of them are gays?! we think they are u noe!'

nick went 'har cant be what. the 2 of them keep staring at them (them=evonne & weilin) ever since we came in'

so one of weilin's friend concluded 'orh! THAT'S WHY THEY ARGUED LA!'

-_-"
then nick starts laughing. and laugh until cant take photo.

yay! finally learnt how to transfer photos from digital camera to my computer. i had to read the user guide and do step by step. after i end my job shall read the ENTIRE manual. and i noe how to put pics now! haha big accomplishement for the IT-noob evonne *pats herself on e back* haha

yay

i love lihui too! she helped me to edit the code for the blog template. haha =D

and i spammed bels mail box today. with short mails of cos. cause she said her climax of the day is receiving my mails =D (i hope its true though. she seemed to be missing her fellow GUY temp more >.< haha! )

i really really need to learn how to do this kinda blog thingy.

nicholas POP already! YAY!! so he's on holiday till 20 june. so i shall make sure he accompanies me. brandon has J---- (no matter how much he denies) and weilin has M--- so im left with nick. unless he go run off and find a new target ='(

13 days till e end of my job! these 2 days werent too bad cos got ad-hoc things to do. come tml i duno wad else already. haiz.

feel so much better after getting some things clear =)

met jeannie for lunch n we decided to print photos from our camera phone. spontaneously. so i printed e one of me with the roses at Raffles Hotel lobby (taken during Dec 2007. look at the lapse in time lolx) and showed off to pple in my office =P

tink i'll print pics from my digital camera next time on my taiwan trip =)

new template!

wa wa wa! evonne finally changed her blog template. but its not done by her. haha i just find the template i want and give moneEe then she help me do everything =D do very fast somemore! i was so surprised! haha actually its quite fun to look for new templates. next time when i become pro i shall make my own! which will be eons later >.< cute =")">

THANK YOU simoneEeEeEe~ =D

hopefully this makes me more interested to blog and also keep it updated =P i really really will put some pics from taiwan. n maybe get facebook account? hahaha

bored~~

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

oh my! im 40% boyish! what a high percentage! 0.o

no wonder i can get along sooooo well with everyone =D haha!

i think yc is 90% girlish, bels is 80% girlish =p

this is what happens when evonne is super bored. she turns to her blog and updates (while at work) but instead of updating about her taiwan trip, which is more exciting and interesting, she puts up this stupid thing (as seen above). and she has actually forgotten e places she visited in taiwan. even the pictures of her in beloved bels blog are foreign to her. she doesnt remember what happened, where she went, what she did -_-" this is the result of letting your brain rot for 6months. A levels is so stimulating! (yea right) i wonder what will happen when uni starts =X

i just want to get a minimum of 3 As.
its not too much to ask for.
omg
i just want 3 As.
please let me get 3 As.
i'll be veri happy and satisfied.
oh my my.
how pathetic evonne has become.

i still keep having this nagging feeling that
i'll get 3 Bs instead.
=(

Christmas 2007

i just had a sad and pathetic christmas =(

im soo bored. working doesnt give me any sense of satisfaction =(

boo.

=(

i got a new job. actuali is 2 new jobs. at e same time. but now its back to one cos i rejected e other =( feeling so guilty now.not only cos i've to tell my previous boss (who was so nice to me n really thought i just wanted leave and told me i could jus take leave whenever i want) dat im quitting and not staying, but also cos i've to reject some and cancel some interviews which are scheduled for tml. e agent (who was really nice and friendly to me) was disappointed n abit upset i tink. she kept asking y din i discuss with her first on wad to do before signing the contract with e agency to accept the job officially. =( one of e interview is that of ASTAR. yes e science n research organisation dat all of us r so familiar with. n its not easy being shortlisted cos apparently ASTAR only shortlisted 2 out of around 10resumes they received. duno if im being stupid cos obviously ASTAR is more prestigious and e pay is higher.so other than e location dere's reali nth to complain abt. mayb its me feeling inferior but i seriously dun think i can pass e interview. i mean wad are my chances. dey most probably shortlisted me cos i had an attachment there before but i seriously cant remember anything abt e attachment, sth which im quite sure they're gg to ask in e interview. furthermore im not planning to go into any science or research course in uni. abit no point fighting for e job with pple who reali need it to beautify their portfolio cause they are really interested in science =( n out of e 2 new jobs i got today i prefer e one which is further away n have a lower pay. somehow e job scope is everything im looking for. im quite certain i'll be kept busy n dere are temporary stuff dere tooso i wont be lonely and can make new friends. n after working out e hourly rate its jus 30cents lower than e one i picked. money rules i guess. im regretting y i din wait a few days more before accepting my first job..mayb then i wouldnt face this problem. i feel so bad having to tell the in charge that i no longer want the job. =( if i get sacked before i finish my term, i totally hav no idea what to do. dun tink e agent would want to help me anymore after what i did. boo. =( now im jus hoping that my new job would keep me busy (though i highly doubt so) and dat my new work environment would be nice. *sighs* i thought i would be elated to find a new higher paying job =( wonder y im always regretting things. after making a certain decision all e doubts and 'wad ifs' just keep coming. y doesnt it go thru my head before i decide?

and i have no money for my university school fees. the only way out is to take a loan with a bank. e chances of me getting a scholarship is almost 0%. haha. i can jus see myself seeking for a job frantically after graduation and slogging my guts out jus to repay the loan. =X

oh my goodness.

mayb i'll take on another wkend job if im not worn out by e office one.
i need money desperately to finance my allowance in uni.
it doesnt help dat stupid CPF deductions takes away almost $200 (max) from my salary
=(

i've been watching this jap anime D gray-man and its reali veri nice! getting more exciting. i like all of its songs too haha

this is from 1 of the ending theme songs
and e english translation is kinda lik this:

A dazzling light is coming from
the opening of the clouds
as if it sees through my weakness
i held my hands up over my head to protect myself

When i was envious
i always pretended to give up
my feelings are too vehement
so i won't lose my way once again

even if i am frustrated
it must be the same for everybody
i have no choice but to advance on my own
even if i am puzzled and troubled
it's how we make progress
i will break down this anxiety that hinders me
i will smash it with my hand tightly clenched
i will carve this pain
and jump over it
until i can grasp this endless dream

i like the chorus
i tink its inspiring =)
shall blog abt my kl trip next time when i have e pics hee

i googled my name 'evonne'. n i found dis!

Evonne

Meaning:
Its source is ivs, an Old French name meaning "Yew."

Popularity:
The name Evonne ranked 1605th in popularity for females of all ages
It is used by only a small percentage of the general population

You Are An INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings. At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak

What's" Your Personality Type?

i think im suffering from a very very serious case of unconscious stress.
oh no i don't want to go crazy! =(

i dun want to admit.
cause once u admit it it would seem so final and absolute.

to turn around and realise that there's nothing.
oh my how pathetic.

opportunity cost.
giving up something for something else.
making some sacrifices.
and then realising that.
everything is lost.
and nothing gained.
oh my how sad.

prelims over today! =D

anyway i was blog surfing n went to 06s78 and 05s78 blog. n suddenly felt kinda sad. i dun mix around with s78 gals anymore..partly cos of the busy sch life n cos we rarely hav common breaks. sad.

n e seniors blog. it updates on which uni n which course who n who got into. n i got super amazed at how lihai dey all are. quite a few got into overseas uni. dere were pics of their parting at the airport. den i wondered. is the same thing going to happen to us 1 year later? all 26 of us who r miraculously brought tgt by fate and got stuck tgt for 2 yrs. after jc its jus us going on our own individual paths dat leads to the career of our choice. every1 separated. for those who go overseas, dey'll hav to handle everything alone. thrown into an absolutely new environment n obliged to adapt. for the guys dey reali turn into men by gg into NS. all the changes happening at e same time with no1 around to help. but i guess dis is part of growing up. i wonder how i would feel if e same thing happen to me. glad for my fren but sad at her departure. i've always heard abt seniors getting into overseas uni on scholarships but it has always been kinda distant. i guess reading e seniors blog gave me a jolt. n i wonder...will 06s73 stil be as bonded after 1 yr of graduation from hwa chong..??

!#*^$$_+)(&^$#@

lets c if e message below can be deciphered: =p

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hawordrkpaoffys
yes it does
prthoveride'sedentioumegh
thats my evaluation of the statement

can u read e message?? =pPp

sick and tired

friday.
was quite motivated in sch to come home and study.
to be more exact is do hw.
but somehow i suddenly felt very alone and empty.
so there goes my resolve to study.
and ended up online blog surfing.
and realised that everyone else are all busy working hard.
to get good results for prelims.
so their blogs were all stagnant.
except me.
i know dat at the rate im going im DEFINITELY going to panic come sept.
but somehow im rather satisfied with my minor improvement.
easily satisfied.
but im still going to stick to my goal.
4 As.
if only i believe in myself as much as i did for O levels.

you.
gave me a shock out of a sudden.
kinda angry at you now.
ur act was selfish to some extent.
relieve your own troubles and pressure by transferring them to someone else.
just like dumping it away.
regardless whether what the other party may feel.
when its not the other party's fault.
but then again.
i noe u are not that kind of person.
my words are harsh.
but i prefer it if you would discuss it openly.
and attain a common ground with those involved.
instead of just getting the words off your chest.
and then just leaving it like that.
hurt?
unsure.
i just want closure.

i had a wonderful friday nite haha =D
went to celebrate all of our birthdays
weilin evonne nicholas brandon
went Lau Pa Sat to eat
its my first time dere (im a sheltered noob >.<)
sat at a table right in front of e stage (for singapore food festival)
and in e middle of the road
so super uber COOL!
e food's very very very nice!
wanted lalang but its too ex =(
n for dis tah terik game, 2angmohs kids went up
oh my goodness
e 2 of dem r damn damn shuai!
n they're onli lik 5 and 7 years old
sooooooo cute!
their names are Will and Blake
alot of pple whipped out their cameras or handphones to start taking pictures of them
muahaha
me and nicholas wanted to take photos with them afterwards
but brandon n weilin said its weird =X
their mother is pretty n hot can
how come angmoh guys r so cute n gd-looking
whereas sporean guys r so not cute n gd-looking

WHY WHY WHY!!!

i want my bf to be like them!
im going to marry an angmoh
hahaha! =p

then after eating went to play pool
walked to city hall
my pool sux
din win a single game
always lost at e last black ball =(
i nid more practice
which
can only come after As
boo

just wait and see

blocks tests results r back. im only satisfied with my bio. got a B grade after e tchers voided some questions. at least my efforts for bio r not wasted. but im disappointed with e rest. esp chem n econs. econs!despite having tuition for it. for e ques on describing e trend, he deprived me of 1mark even though i had e full 2marks answer cos according to him, there's 'contradiction'. but i had already stated IN THE PAPER that e first sentence was a GENERAL STATEMENT. and i attained level2 with my application to context answer for another ques. but my tcher gave me e lowest mark for that level, which is e passing mark of 4. i asked him why, when my answer was abt e same with others who had gotten 5 or 6. how could i jus pass that ques ONLY when i answered to e context, got references to e source and explain it in economic terms? n he answered 'oh dats up to e tchers discretion' and smiled at me. pls la. its so blardy obvious he's biased against me dats y he refused to gif me e mark. WHY? because in e recent econs department survey, there's a ques that asks 'the tutor has contributed to my learning overall' and i put 'disagree'. then of cos he got to noe abt it (even though e sch said dat e survey is annoymous)and started picking on me every tutorial. he'll go 'so evonne, have u learnt sth today?' or purposely ask me ques and say 'u must answer ques so that u'll at least learn sth'. oh man. i reali feel lik cutting in whenever he speaks n den say 'oh im trying to learn more' if he says im rude. wad the hell la. n e stupid DRQ is 60% of e overall grade. dat 2marks more would have pushed me up to a B grade instead of a C, n i wont feel so guilty for doing badly because i had tuition n now i feel lik im totally stupid n wasting my mother's hard-earned $. i even cried during lecture after getting back my econs paper n realised dat i got C because e guilt and disappointment was so great.n WHY? because of a stupid tcher's FREAKING CHILDISH AND PETTY WAYS.

anyway. im not a loser. im not going to let him win man. SO WAD IF U PLAY USING DIRTY METHODS LIKE THAT. in A levels U'RE NOT MY MARKER. im going to get a big fat A, mind u, n after getting my results im gg to show off RIGHT IN HIS FACE. i dun even noe y i pitied him some time back. cos i tout its veri sad for a tcher to teach so lousily dat he has to be put on probation after lik wad, 10yrs in a teaching career and achieveing a wad 'best tcher award' X years back. but now i feel serves him right.

e A level's coming feeling has come. feels jus like O levels.
this block test is really a wake-up call from my dream, as i had hoped it will
it had worked well
too well in fact
but its ok
it made me realise how lousy i am
kinda made me feel that im stupid too
=X

work hard work hard work hard!

EVONNE HUANG IS GOING TO GET HER FOUR As.
if not for prelim (cos its too soon), then for A levels.
just watch.

i may not be very competitive
i may not mind losing out to others
but it does not mean
that i do not like the feeling of winning