Thursday, October 23, 2008
to be grateful and appreciative of everything
whatever that i have now.
it takes a loss to realise what u've once got.
i dunwan to fulfill the meaning of this sentence again.
count your blessings... name them one by one.
-written by Ms Ling (my primary school music tcher) on my Children's Day bookmark
i've got a good hall
good sch
my grades seem to be fine (after taking into consideration the amount of effort i put in)
fun ccas & activities
wonderful friends
nice family
cosy home
so i shan't be greedy
there can never be a perfect life
what makes e imperfect perfect lies in e attitude
here're some nice pics!
taken with hall dance pple when we went out on tues night
the place is seriously so nice to take photos!
i MUST pick up adobe photoshop after exams!
Sunday, October 19, 2008
adventure on a monday morning
what is Evonne doing blogging here?!!
isn't she supposed to be at class?!!
=P
let me recount what happened this morning...
another entry to my book on 'Interesting Stories on e Mrt'
haha!
i woke up late dis morning...
*note! but still can get to sch on time if i dun drop by my hall before class.
so i decided to take e Mrt to Raffles Place and change to Boon Lay
since its supposedly shorter
and i was thinking, now is e morning peak hour so e trains should be veri smooth
and time taken to transfer from each line wouldn't take too long
everything went fine...until Raffles Place
boarded e East West line after waiting for 5minutes
(so im supposed to reach Boon Lay at 8am)
and then...
e train cant move.
it jus stayed dere n open n close the doors for god knows how many times
until e announcement came
'pls alight cos e train is not for passenger service'
what nonsense.
so obvious its cos e train got some problem
so waited another 5min for e next train
how is it possible to squeeze 1 trainful of pple into another crowded train?!!
ok i was lucky enough to squeeze in
but then at outram park station
e same thing happened again
E SAME THING HAPPENED AGAIN
so a normal trip from Raffles Place to Boon Lay takes 30min
i took 25min to travel from Raffles Place to Outram Park
which is only 2 stops away from Raffles Place
and then there's this China woman
who keeps pushing to get into e inside of e cabin
so i got pissed off
and i PURPOSELY push others around me
making a big show
of me trying to let her pass through
showing that there's no space
yet this woman keeps wanting to move
ha!
and then when i reach Boon Lay
no no no
things are not over!
e entire platform was soooooooo bloody crowded with people
that those who alighted cant go off
those who came up to take e train cant board
and the control station actually made an announcement
asking pple to wait for e next train if they cant board e current one
what a joke
e entire train was practically empty
because those who alighted are blocking the doors
those who wanna enter cant go in
and then
cos there was this whole jam thingy
until pple got stuck at e escalator
it seriously is scary
the escalator just keeps moving and bringing pple up
when those who reach the top cant clear the area in time cos too crowded
and those behind just keeps crashing into pple in front
and all e while e escalator just continue bringing pple up
its seriously scary
u cant move....but e escalator under ur feet keeps moving
OMG
this is e first time i see sth likdat
even during Xmas or Countdown or any major event in town
nth likdat happened
so i spent like what, 15min getting from e platform
down to e gates
-_-"
and at this point of time
i was wondering
given e sequence of events so far
would e bus have some hiccup also??
lolx
stupid Mrt
im sure we pay so much fares
for your so-called 'increase in quality'
with
more disruptions
more accidents
more jams
not enough trains
maybe next time i shld just stick to my normal route
can get a seat, can slp peacefully
and can get to sch on time
i took this picture in ulu NTU!
quite nice i think =)
typed out an entry last Sunday to record what i thought of e OVE canvassing event
but i think its waayyyyy overdue already
went J8 to take a walk just now
and i saw this new slogan by New Balance
and was quite struck by it
like its so apt...
admire e marketing personnel who came up with it
if i dun rem wrongly
its sth likdat:
every runner has a struggle
between pain and pleasure
between the good days and the bad
between love and hate
that's why you need new balance
(im not sure of the last sentence but that's not e point)
like wow!
then i was doing some stuff for cca
and then im like wow wow wow for some of the things companies do
which makes me even more interested to find out what marketing is like
think its kinda cool =)
3weeks more to exams
how can time pass so fast!!!
1 semester is almost over
half of my freshie year is about gone
so fast!!!
time for me to do some reflections
or should i tell myself not to think too much
haha
Friday, September 19, 2008
venting entry hahaha
i thought my results of 15/20 for my quiz is not bad already. its quite good actually. im satisfied with it, considering that i din finish studying and i only kinda looked through my notes what, 2hrs before the quiz? and then i start hearing people who got 17, 18, 19/20, with 19/20 being the NORM, and i damn sian. WHAT THE FUCK?! theory of relativity. no wonder they say in nbs if u dun hav a minimum GPA of 4.0 u're lousy.
went running after quiz on wed nite and oh my gosh, my fitness level SUX to the core. disgusted with myself. see the slope at hall 3 n 16 then gif up le. n after e run my legs weren't even aching. the last time i rem, i dun recall myself being so mentally weak. the view from ADM is super nice though =)
met up with Yosi and Jian Lun (ex-colleagues) and got arrowed by Jian Lun for no rhyme or reason. thanks for e lesson on human relations anyway. he said that no matter how busy u r, if u truly have the heart to do sth, u will get it done. if not its all empty talk. thoughts do not materialise themselves if u don't take any action. 'don't make promises that u cant fulfill' and 'im stating the truth. which part of what i said is not true?' wa. sounds so awfully familiar. e visit to his hall and looking at how he conduct himself made me realised some things too.
finally back home after 1week in hall. was darn proud of myself that i stayed 5 nights in a row and felt fine. Credit goes to Huiying! cos she was around everyday the entire wk. it feels good not to return to an empty room =D please stay more often! met up with s73 pple at West Mall and went home happily, only to realise that I DID NOT BRING HOME MY HP CHARGER. no wonder i felt sth was wrong when i left. stood at my room door for so damn long n YET i din realise. F***. so tml im gg to travel ALL the way back to ntu to take my charger. if only my hp can be ready for collection tml. ULTIMATE SIAN.
thurs.
i duno how i'll feel.
like what nicholas said, i need to feel a sense of loss before i'll even start to appreciate and realise how much it actually means to me.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
failure = success??
Friday, September 12, 2008
i cant slp! =X
(must put likdat so that no one will complain. i noe all of us are veri ego hahaha!)
weilin's absent =(
and bels i have unglam shots of u! but i shall be nice and not post it =) hahaha.
i must get used to studying again. used to be able to study the entire day and be productive. but now its only a few hours of studying and my brain feels overloaded. and ironically, the more readings i do, the more confused i get, the more i don't understand! planned to use 2days to finish up AA101, but ended up finishing 2 chapters only =X
oh ya. me n huiying washed e toilet last nite! haha pampered evonne learnt how to wash the toilet. when u're forced to do things urself, u learn.
congratulations simoneEeEe! u're officially offered the task of being jingles chauffeur! no more worrying about last train or last bus home! yay! hurry up thank us for giving u chance to practise and gain experience on real roads! =P
clar left already..
jinghui's leaving on mon..
ying chern on wed..
lihui during recess wk..
mother & bro next next wk..
jiahao4 next next wk..
who else can i add to the list?
lolx
don't be greedy.
appreciate what u have.
don't complain so much.
take initiative.
i don't want any of the people who came into my life to leave
saw this nice phrase somewhere:
friends cannot help you to solve your problems
they can only support you while you solve them.
Saturday, September 06, 2008
Hwa Chong MAF 2008
in my 2 years in hwa chong, i've always thought that mid-autumn festival is stupid. and i always wonder in amazement why the seniors would even wanna come back, and why they can get so high and excited over something so stupid like dancing mass dance and singing all the songs. but now after i graduate from hc, i myself became a senior, and i too am excited, very very excited, in fact to go back to hc for maf. it doesn't matter that we duno some of the songs. it doesn't matter that we duno how to dance the mass dance well. we still had fun. because MAF is an occasion for seniors. for us to all come back and meet up on 1 night. all of us are so busy with our own schedules, in different unis, and for the guys in ns. it certainly helps to bring all of us back together to the place that we spent 2 years in. when i first started sch in hc, i felt like its going to be 2 looooooong years. yet everything just went past in a flash. n now that im in 1st year in uni, i look to the future and i see 4 loooong years ahead. but actually it wont be that long. half a semester have passed by without me realising it. 2 more wks and its my recess wk. i can say that im hapi to know that i have 1 wk break for my studies. but i cant say the same for other areas for my life. cos after that 1 wk break, my family, close frenz, are all leaving me to go overseas for sometime =( chance for me to test how independent i really am. staying in hall made me realise how useless n weak i am. but im not going to stay like this forever. i'll learn!
time to move on...regardless what.
Friday, August 29, 2008
mess, messier, messy
and i don't know how to start clearing it up.
=(
friday was supposed to be a nice day.
for the first time, i accomplished almost everything that i set out to do that day.
talk about efficiency man!
and finally arranged a day for jingles dinner =D
and i went shopping in amk >.<
because e prices were really ridiculously cheap
i just cant resist buying
1 spag top + vest = $12
1 dress = $13
and i realised i've been shopping every week
first is DMK shoes
next is dresses from Hula & Co
now is clothes from This Fashion
this kind of lifestyle is unsustainable!
then stupid me went to service my hp
without realising that servicing hp = surrendering ur hp
and stupid me actually went to save EVERYTHING in my phone memory
so now all my songs, my photos (that i din transfer to my memory card),
and most importantly, my contacts are all gone
and it just occurred to me
how dependent i've gotten on my hp
i even use it as a watch to tell e time
after i get my idiotic hp back
im gg to save everything in card!
lesson learnt =(
and then movie Wall-e!
Wall-e is darn cute and funny.
its amazing how we can enjoy a movie with practically no dialogue at all so much
i like e way they portray e story
and the overall theme for the movie is quite good
talk about Earth and humans and technology
future forecast of the human race
makes me wonder if technology will really become so superior in future
(note: future = 1 millenium later)
u all should go watch!
and start loving Wall-e e way i do! =)
but then duno y i din feel as hapi as i should have
or as i tout i would have
so because i slp late on fri
and i forgot to set alarm
i missed IBIZA on sat
what a waste of ticket $ =(
and then while sleeping
i had alot of small little dreams
where my life was perfect
my studies were fine
no more catching up
no more struggling to complete e tutorials
my cca was fine
no clash in schedule
no taking note of deadlines cos somehow i already had everything done
i made a decision
and it turned out fine
no awkwardness
had kind acceptance and understanding instead
i got a surprise
and my questions were gone
and then i woke up
and realised everything's fake
false sense of happiness and security
its deja vu all over again
just like 3 years ago
=(
would u turn to someone else, if e person u want most isn't there?
or would u not, because its simply unfair to that someone else?
when i came home on thurs
i tout i had a long wkend
and now half of sat's gone
i haven do anything fulfilling on sat
sianzzzzzz
Monday, July 28, 2008
last week at home... =(
cant believe that im starting uni next monday...after taking a break for lik 7mths i cant believe that such a long holi is over. always thought that there's always alot of time for me to waste but apparently not. gotta start packing and moving into hostel this week...have e feeling i'll be very home sick n i will keep making phone calls >.< but at least my timetable is slack. 4day study wk! i have no lessons on friday so i can head home thurs evening =D somemore i only have 1hr lesson on tues and 2hr lesson on wed HAHAHA =D
now abit abt camp...union camp was quite fun...just that in comparison to nbs, the activities are not so packed. i was half dead for half the camp la lolx. and cos some of the activities are the same as that of nbs, it kinda lost its appeal. not to say its not fun la. n i finally had a taste of e legendary Nanyang Lake. i hate the long waiting part though. anyway, coincidentally, my sp for union camp turned out to be my neighbour who lives 3 floors below me. and all these yrs we dun even noe each other exist! 0.o when he asked for my address while we were toking (blindfolded) and realised its e same as his, he really really thought im a senior and had his particulars so i was scamming him haha! anyway its good to noe that there're pple who lives so near u and who study in the same sch =) picture of my double date during sp in union camp!

shall pack my room this wk and slowly slowly slack and enjoy my last days of lazing around =)
im amazed at belicia. she went for 3 camps! OMFG
and finally, i hope to be able to meet up with friends before uni term starts and everyone starts getting busy with work...
Sunday, July 20, 2008
back from nbs n off to union...
my ears are still ringing from e clubbing on thurs night. i think my ears are too sensitive >.<
oh ya. for sp night. me n shuxuan decided to go double date..and our sp were fine with it cos it turned out that both of them are sec sch frenz. and we went to No Signboard at Esplanade to eat seafood 0.o had chilli crab, lobster, veggie, and rice. seriously its darn expensive. n we think that e total bill came up to $3-- n felt super guilty afterwards. e food is really very nice though >.<
anyway. i cut my hair. very short and its dyed now. hahaha. think everyone would be shocked cos its totally unlike the normal hairstyle that i sport. usually my hairstyle is just normal short or long which made me look like a small little gal but this one is really different. haha dun believe? this is how i look now:

issit very different? haha u all can tell me how is it. but when it grows long i'll have trouble maintaining it >.<
had somemore nicer pictures in my hp but i duno how to transfer. haha =P
off to pack my stuff for camp....
Sunday, July 13, 2008
off to nbs camp!
met up with jiahao4 on thurs n lunched together before gg town..he's so nice! specially looked for a nice place to eat by searching online =) actually supposed to go zoo de but nvm! the day ended veri nicely =D
and today, Amanda (my ex-colleague) specially passed me the food i asked her to get for me in taiwan =D she's sooo nice!
im kinda excited about camp now.
i hope camp will be nice.
i want it to be fun.
so sian that im abit sick =(
so sorry lihui, mone n yc for not joining u all in swimming this morning...was not feeling
any better when i woke up in the morning so i slept abit more before heading to e doc. i managed to keep myself healthy for 8mths! =D i noe cos i peeked at e date of my last trip to e doc =P so sian suddenly sick for no rhyme or reason. just before camp somemore. mayb all the late nights taking a toll on me =X
off to camp!
Friday, July 11, 2008
wk 1 of slacking!
this is the beautiful ECP! haven been there for ages man. unlike vjc pple who keeps running over to ecp. jealous.
brandon! he wanted to climb up that breakwater..and i was kinda scared. cos gotta walk through that part which is submerged underwater and i scared later high tide we get stuck there and cant get back to land >.<>
anyway! brave evonne conquered her fear and climbed up to e breakwater! woohoo~~ but i realised i've really not gone outdoors for very long. had some difficulty climbing up the breakwater. this is what happens what u stick ur butt to the chair for too long =(
.our shoes. on No-Man's Island.
this is some new propaganda to commemorate National Day...quite cool i tink.stupid brandon asked me to climb in n take pic cos its nicer -_-"
so we cycled and cycled to the road behind Changi Airport and watch the planes take off! damn cool! i've been to the road before when i returned from Taiwan but i forgot the name of the road (although someone asked me to remember it haha).
stopped at this place to rest cos its quite scary cycling by the side of e road and all the cars and trucks go ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM beside u...i can feel the wind and impact on me when they go past..frail evonne thought she's going to fall and die =X and apparently e police tout we're some terrorists or sth. cos this police car stopped by the side of e road and the police just LOOKED at us and waited for us to leave. such a dampener. they din even bother to come out and ask us wad we doing. though i tink its quite obvious we're taking a break from cycling. but i managed to take some pics hahahahahahaha.
look at the runway!!!! i love planes haha
can anyone make out what's written on the sand? those whose names are in the pic better be sooooooo touched that we din forget you!
then me and Brandon went to this nice cafe at ECP to have Fish & Chips which cost $5 =D cos its on promotion. and the cafe is super nice. ambience, deco, food deco etc. its salad is soooo delicious that i finished it. for someone who doesn't eat salad AT ALL i tink that's quite good =) and since e 2 of us are still hungry, we went to Geylang for a second round of dinner! =D and to witness the vibrant night life there for ourselves =P but both of us have no idea which stall to go and where so we just randomly alight at some bus stop and anyhow pick a place to eat. but e food is nice =) and we feel so sad for the gals cos we tink its so demeaning =( but the food there is nice! shall go again next time to try e porridge =)
then on friday went to celebrate bels bdae and had stayover at mone's house. all e pics on mone's blog haha. all the unglam pics of me ='( the collection of unglam pics of evonne is increasing. but im relieved and glad that L____ has more than me =P haha! and we went swimming on sat morning! isn't evonne healthy! running on tues, cycling on wed, swimming on sat! Woohoo~~ lazy shuyi u shld learn from me!! get ur butt off that chair! =P
and then i had a very happy sat night. yay =) although it din exactly start off well >.<
super evonne! stayed up late for 2 nights in a row. plus all the exercising 0.o haha
oh weilin came by yesterday and she helped me match my clothes. played around with the self-timer on e cam. took alot of spastic photos.hahaha shall put up some next time. and i collected my A level cert already. its in this super cool and professional folder. and they have all our testimonials reprinted nicely and put inside. SO COOL!
my next 2wks will be spent in camp.. =(
i hope the camps will be nice......
im running out of time to do the things i want! =(
Friday, June 27, 2008
my days of slacking are coming...
me & kathy
department's group photo during our office moveshall take more pics on my last day.
i think after monday my bioclock will become screwed =X
i can sleep late cos i don't need to wake up early for work
i can wake up late and high chance i'll skip breakfast
screwed! =(
lihui n bels please date me out to exercise...............
Sunday, June 22, 2008
happy sunday!
we discovered our new love for each other!
we were hungry =(Friday, June 20, 2008
whirlwind
Thurs
went to the new office to do some stuff then cos its office hours, took a cab with my grand-mentor. on our way back, almost got into an accident =X this female driver in front of us was going at what, 80-90km/hr then our cab driver just followed her. then she suddenly jammed brakes.....for nth. so since our cab was following her, the cab driver suddenly braked also. and i just got thrown forward in my seat so fast that i cant react and my upper body would have slammed against the back of the front seat if not for my grand-mentor who held onto me. lucky the cab driver smart enough to navigate the cab. i was like mentally prepared to feel the bump lolx now i noe why they say females are bad drivers >.<
and packing the office for the move became quite fun with the joining of the interns. talked quite abit. yay made frenz =) though 1 of them keeps niao-ing me and teasing me whenever he gets the chance.
Fri
i forgot to charge my hp and my hp died on me in e aftn. so for e rest of e day, i was like handicapped n kept sticking to pple so i can use their hp >.< and when meeting nick and weilin for dinner, i actually had to approach a total stranger to lend me hp to call them. but couples happily in love kept appearing and i cant ask! u noe, no matter ask e guy or gal also wrong de. someone will be unhappy. and i din dare to ask those adult ladies who obviously just ended work cos almsot all of them had this pissed off and unfriendly look on their face. so i waited and waited and scouted for a suitable person...until i saw this young woman who's alone and looked quite nice. and she just lend me her phone with this look of amazement on her face. haha.
looking through pics and suddenly felt so sad and nostalgic.
some nice pics taken in taiwan. i haven organise them yet >.<
e 2 crazy gals doing mirror image of each other
i shall figure out how to put pics from my hp to e computer haha.
photos are much more interesting than my mundane life.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
-----
though recently it has been quite nice with work keeping me occupied.
and started talking and playing around more with the interns haha
but i think i can wait for the money to come in first.
how am i going to survive july with no income?!!!
=(
im really really going to have a laid-back life
drink coffee and read storybook
and watch the whole world pass by me
rushing rushing rushing
then there i am having all the time in the world
haha!
lihui~~~
lets go work retail together
then can chit-chat =)
9 more days.
this is the chomel necklace my company gave:

nice??
i realised blogging takes alot of effort.
gotta come up with things constantly to blog about.
which is hard since my life is boring and mundane.
and few or none of my class people knows about my blog.
how to keep contact!!
=(
i should be slping >.<
dun ignore me ='(
Thursday, June 12, 2008
anyway i got my bdae present from my company! so happy la. im only a small little temp staff and yet they treat me so nicely. gimme company shirt, include me in bdae celebrations, even got me a present =D and the people here are sooo nice. in my 3.5mths here i've never been scolded. except for the manager's complain =X anyway my present is a Chomel necklace. its very nice! i shall wear it everyday and make it my permanent necklace haha =) although to them Chomel is not really very expensive and is considered low-end (i guess next time when we come out and work and have high spending power we'll be hankering after LV etc too. seriously cant imagine myself doing that 0.o ), to me its very very good already. haha im a girl who's easily satisfied! gimme a small kit-kat bar and i'll be happy too hahaha!
went out with nicholas and weilin on thurs. and i made a joke out of myself -_-" i think hanging out with belicia too much made me become super blur. then went to Food for Thought (im advertising for them haha) where we had super delicious apple crumble =)
Guy A (very agitatedly): i have proof of that you noe!
Guy B (also very agitated): i have proof of what i said too!
Guy A: i've enough of this. that's it. im leaving.
(Guy A took backpack and left, leaving Guy B down there alone with the BARELY TOUCHED APPLE CRUMBLE, which is super delicious)
so weilin's frenz (who worked in the cafe) came to us and asked,'do u tink e 2 of them are gays?! we think they are u noe!'
nick went 'har cant be what. the 2 of them keep staring at them (them=evonne & weilin) ever since we came in'
so one of weilin's friend concluded 'orh! THAT'S WHY THEY ARGUED LA!'
-_-"
then nick starts laughing. and laugh until cant take photo.
yay! finally learnt how to transfer photos from digital camera to my computer. i had to read the user guide and do step by step. after i end my job shall read the ENTIRE manual. and i noe how to put pics now! haha big accomplishement for the IT-noob evonne *pats herself on e back* haha
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
yay
and i spammed bels mail box today. with short mails of cos. cause she said her climax of the day is receiving my mails =D (i hope its true though. she seemed to be missing her fellow GUY temp more >.< haha! )
i really really need to learn how to do this kinda blog thingy.
nicholas POP already! YAY!! so he's on holiday till 20 june. so i shall make sure he accompanies me. brandon has J---- (no matter how much he denies) and weilin has M--- so im left with nick. unless he go run off and find a new target ='(
13 days till e end of my job! these 2 days werent too bad cos got ad-hoc things to do. come tml i duno wad else already. haiz.
feel so much better after getting some things clear =)
met jeannie for lunch n we decided to print photos from our camera phone. spontaneously. so i printed e one of me with the roses at Raffles Hotel lobby (taken during Dec 2007. look at the lapse in time lolx) and showed off to pple in my office =P
tink i'll print pics from my digital camera next time on my taiwan trip =)
Sunday, June 08, 2008
new template!
THANK YOU simoneEeEeEe~ =D
hopefully this makes me more interested to blog and also keep it updated =P i really really will put some pics from taiwan. n maybe get facebook account? hahaha
Monday, May 26, 2008
bored~~
| You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish |
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
oh my! im 40% boyish! what a high percentage! 0.o
no wonder i can get along sooooo well with everyone =D haha!
i think yc is 90% girlish, bels is 80% girlish =p
this is what happens when evonne is super bored. she turns to her blog and updates (while at work) but instead of updating about her taiwan trip, which is more exciting and interesting, she puts up this stupid thing (as seen above). and she has actually forgotten e places she visited in taiwan. even the pictures of her in beloved bels blog are foreign to her. she doesnt remember what happened, where she went, what she did -_-" this is the result of letting your brain rot for 6months. A levels is so stimulating! (yea right) i wonder what will happen when uni starts =X
Monday, March 03, 2008
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Christmas 2007
im soo bored. working doesnt give me any sense of satisfaction =(
boo.
Monday, December 17, 2007
=(
and i have no money for my university school fees. the only way out is to take a loan with a bank. e chances of me getting a scholarship is almost 0%. haha. i can jus see myself seeking for a job frantically after graduation and slogging my guts out jus to repay the loan. =X
oh my goodness.
mayb i'll take on another wkend job if im not worn out by e office one.
i need money desperately to finance my allowance in uni.
it doesnt help dat stupid CPF deductions takes away almost $200 (max) from my salary
=(
Thursday, November 29, 2007
this is from 1 of the ending theme songs
and e english translation is kinda lik this:
A dazzling light is coming from
the opening of the clouds
as if it sees through my weakness
i held my hands up over my head to protect myself
When i was envious
i always pretended to give up
my feelings are too vehement
so i won't lose my way once again
even if i am frustrated
it must be the same for everybody
i have no choice but to advance on my own
even if i am puzzled and troubled
it's how we make progress
i will break down this anxiety that hinders me
i will smash it with my hand tightly clenched
i will carve this pain
and jump over it
until i can grasp this endless dream
i like the chorus
i tink its inspiring =)
shall blog abt my kl trip next time when i have e pics hee
Monday, October 22, 2007
Friday, October 05, 2007
| You Are An INFP |
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings. At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak |
Saturday, September 29, 2007
oh no i don't want to go crazy! =(
i dun want to admit.
cause once u admit it it would seem so final and absolute.
to turn around and realise that there's nothing.
oh my how pathetic.
opportunity cost.
giving up something for something else.
making some sacrifices.
and then realising that.
everything is lost.
and nothing gained.
oh my how sad.
Thursday, September 20, 2007
anyway i was blog surfing n went to 06s78 and 05s78 blog. n suddenly felt kinda sad. i dun mix around with s78 gals anymore..partly cos of the busy sch life n cos we rarely hav common breaks. sad.
n e seniors blog. it updates on which uni n which course who n who got into. n i got super amazed at how lihai dey all are. quite a few got into overseas uni. dere were pics of their parting at the airport. den i wondered. is the same thing going to happen to us 1 year later? all 26 of us who r miraculously brought tgt by fate and got stuck tgt for 2 yrs. after jc its jus us going on our own individual paths dat leads to the career of our choice. every1 separated. for those who go overseas, dey'll hav to handle everything alone. thrown into an absolutely new environment n obliged to adapt. for the guys dey reali turn into men by gg into NS. all the changes happening at e same time with no1 around to help. but i guess dis is part of growing up. i wonder how i would feel if e same thing happen to me. glad for my fren but sad at her departure. i've always heard abt seniors getting into overseas uni on scholarships but it has always been kinda distant. i guess reading e seniors blog gave me a jolt. n i wonder...will 06s73 stil be as bonded after 1 yr of graduation from hwa chong..??
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
lets c if e message below can be deciphered: =p
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yes it does
prthoveride'sedentioumegh
thats my evaluation of the statement
can u read e message?? =pPp
Friday, August 03, 2007
sick and tired
was quite motivated in sch to come home and study.
to be more exact is do hw.
but somehow i suddenly felt very alone and empty.
so there goes my resolve to study.
and ended up online blog surfing.
and realised that everyone else are all busy working hard.
to get good results for prelims.
so their blogs were all stagnant.
except me.
i know dat at the rate im going im DEFINITELY going to panic come sept.
but somehow im rather satisfied with my minor improvement.
easily satisfied.
but im still going to stick to my goal.
4 As.
if only i believe in myself as much as i did for O levels.
you.
gave me a shock out of a sudden.
kinda angry at you now.
ur act was selfish to some extent.
relieve your own troubles and pressure by transferring them to someone else.
just like dumping it away.
regardless whether what the other party may feel.
when its not the other party's fault.
but then again.
i noe u are not that kind of person.
my words are harsh.
but i prefer it if you would discuss it openly.
and attain a common ground with those involved.
instead of just getting the words off your chest.
and then just leaving it like that.
hurt?
unsure.
i just want closure.
Saturday, July 21, 2007
went to celebrate all of our birthdays
weilin evonne nicholas brandon
went Lau Pa Sat to eat
its my first time dere (im a sheltered noob >.<)
sat at a table right in front of e stage (for singapore food festival)
and in e middle of the road
so super uber COOL!
e food's very very very nice!
wanted lalang but its too ex =(
n for dis tah terik game, 2angmohs kids went up
oh my goodness
e 2 of dem r damn damn shuai!
n they're onli lik 5 and 7 years old
sooooooo cute!
their names are Will and Blake
alot of pple whipped out their cameras or handphones to start taking pictures of them
muahaha
me and nicholas wanted to take photos with them afterwards
but brandon n weilin said its weird =X
their mother is pretty n hot can
how come angmoh guys r so cute n gd-looking
whereas sporean guys r so not cute n gd-looking
WHY WHY WHY!!!
i want my bf to be like them!
im going to marry an angmoh
hahaha! =p
then after eating went to play pool
walked to city hall
my pool sux
din win a single game
always lost at e last black ball =(
i nid more practice
which
can only come after As
boo
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
just wait and see
anyway. im not a loser. im not going to let him win man. SO WAD IF U PLAY USING DIRTY METHODS LIKE THAT. in A levels U'RE NOT MY MARKER. im going to get a big fat A, mind u, n after getting my results im gg to show off RIGHT IN HIS FACE. i dun even noe y i pitied him some time back. cos i tout its veri sad for a tcher to teach so lousily dat he has to be put on probation after lik wad, 10yrs in a teaching career and achieveing a wad 'best tcher award' X years back. but now i feel serves him right.
e A level's coming feeling has come. feels jus like O levels.
this block test is really a wake-up call from my dream, as i had hoped it will
it had worked well
too well in fact
but its ok
it made me realise how lousy i am
kinda made me feel that im stupid too
=X
work hard work hard work hard!
EVONNE HUANG IS GOING TO GET HER FOUR As.
if not for prelim (cos its too soon), then for A levels.
just watch.
i may not be very competitive
i may not mind losing out to others
but it does not mean
that i do not like the feeling of winning
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
POST BLOCKS
i watched transformers yest!! its SUPER SUPER GOOD! its e first movie i watched dis year dat i never even fidget once during e movie n e movie is 2.5hrs long! i even fidgeted n got abit bored during spiderman3 but dis movie i didnt!its veri veri nice! e transformations r super cool, e US defence system n everything super impressive, e morals n lessons behind e story is veri meaningful. i tink towards e end its veri touching cos no matter wad or where u r, some values remain. n e female lead is DAMN HOT. her stomach n legs muscles r like soooo tanned n toned! its lik WOOHOOOOOO~~ =D haha. those who haven watched it go watch. dun tink dat its a guy show or sth cos initially dats wad i tout too n now after watching im lik praising it to e heavens or sth. BEST MOVIE THIS YEAR SO FAR!dey say Die Hard 4 isnt too bad so i may try to watch IF i can find company hee =)
anyway! im watching 换换爱 recently on youtube...tink its veri nice!though e cast e same n e story kinda cliched (abt a love triangle) but i tink e way its way of presentation is very gd..n i tink e song dat Rainie sang for dis drama was betta than e previous 1.
its back to term time again. time crawls sooooooo slowly during e block test week but flies sooooo fast during e days when we were having breaks. fri,sat,sun,mon,tues...ZOOM! GONE! =( time to mug..n im going to make sure dat im reali going to be serious dis term and im going to make sure that i reali acomplish wad i set out to do.
off to tv! =p
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
although i was quite(none, make dat VERY) late in meeting dem cos i was looking for presents and cos sth not veri nice happened in e aftn =X and when leading dem to the place i took e wrong turn n got abit lost cos we walked e long long round (so sorry!) >.<
-back to dreadful mugging-
i wanna change my blog template........but i dunno how =X
simoneEeeeeeeeeee! help / teach me!!! =pPp
Friday, June 08, 2007
anyway when i was blog hopping i was feeling rather sad or regretful dat i din make my jc days more meaningful..lik getting involved in some event. guitar syf and concert dun reali count i guess..i din reali put in alot of effort..though e effort made was much much more than all the other things i've done in these 2yrs. stupid me. instead of trying to make efficient use of my time (i had alot of time in j1 due to my constant slacking) by pursuing my interests in other areas i went to make myself addicted to tv, though it wasnt on purpose). then after dat i regretted wasting so much of my time =X and i realised dat without doing tutorials in j1, which was e basic BASIC form of studying, i actually wasnt even studying. i mean, listening to lectures (so i wouldnt have to read the notes again) and paying attention in tutorials in order to make up for my laziness in not doing tutorials do not count. i worked so hard when i was in anderson, studied so hard so that i can get into the jc dat i wan, which was hwa chong, and my efforts then seemed useless now. i got into hc, but so wad. i screwed my life upside down. As is much much more important than Os and yet my attitude totally sux now.
anyway!! i tink 林宇中 is a very good singer n composer!! he can jus compose tunes like that! like that! veri pro! n he changed Xiao Zhu's Jing Wu Men to a ballad...which was super nice..lik new song likdat. hahaha. u all can go youtube see! =)
--> thats wad i've been spending my time online doing -_-"





