i cant slp! =X

just got back from supper with tutorial grp 5 awhile ago...went Prata House in thomson. good to noe that quite a few of them live around this central area =) next time can plan some more supper! haha and im so full that i cant slp so im here to blog and upload photos in facebook! accumulated quite alot since 2 wks ago i think =P dun complain already! and dun ostracise me and my camera anymore =( haha but cos im rushing to upload e pics, i din do any editing to make it look nicer =P

tutorial group 5!

and saw photos of nick's nights out last mon ( i think). that was e first monday that i had no monday blues and i felt sooo hapi. hanging out with them never fails to make me laugh and feel hapi =) yay i love weilin & co, nick & co, and brandon & co!
(must put likdat so that no one will complain. i noe all of us are veri ego hahaha!)

weilin's absent =(

my (permanent) boyfriend!

was uploading pics from my camera to my comp and i went to look at the photos jingles took since 2006..n felt so nostalgic. din realise that so many years have passed since then and that we have had so many small outings and gatherings and bdae celebrations. i'm just so glad and grateful for them in my life =) ying chern...i will miss you!

jingles!

the funniest pic all night!

and bels i have unglam shots of u! but i shall be nice and not post it =) hahaha.


i must get used to studying again. used to be able to study the entire day and be productive. but now its only a few hours of studying and my brain feels overloaded. and ironically, the more readings i do, the more confused i get, the more i don't understand! planned to use 2days to finish up AA101, but ended up finishing 2 chapters only =X


oh ya. me n huiying washed e toilet last nite! haha pampered evonne learnt how to wash the toilet. when u're forced to do things urself, u learn.

congratulations simoneEeEe! u're officially offered the task of being jingles chauffeur! no more worrying about last train or last bus home! yay! hurry up thank us for giving u chance to practise and gain experience on real roads! =P


clar left already..

jinghui's leaving on mon..

ying chern on wed..

lihui during recess wk..

mother & bro next next wk..

jiahao4 next next wk..

who else can i add to the list?

lolx


don't be greedy.

appreciate what u have.

don't complain so much.

take initiative.


i don't want any of the people who came into my life to leave


saw this nice phrase somewhere:
friends cannot help you to solve your problems
they can only support you while you solve them.

Hwa Chong MAF 2008

in my 2 years in hwa chong, i've always thought that mid-autumn festival is stupid. and i always wonder in amazement why the seniors would even wanna come back, and why they can get so high and excited over something so stupid like dancing mass dance and singing all the songs. but now after i graduate from hc, i myself became a senior, and i too am excited, very very excited, in fact to go back to hc for maf. it doesn't matter that we duno some of the songs. it doesn't matter that we duno how to dance the mass dance well. we still had fun. because MAF is an occasion for seniors. for us to all come back and meet up on 1 night. all of us are so busy with our own schedules, in different unis, and for the guys in ns. it certainly helps to bring all of us back together to the place that we spent 2 years in. when i first started sch in hc, i felt like its going to be 2 looooooong years. yet everything just went past in a flash. n now that im in 1st year in uni, i look to the future and i see 4 loooong years ahead. but actually it wont be that long. half a semester have passed by without me realising it. 2 more wks and its my recess wk. i can say that im hapi to know that i have 1 wk break for my studies. but i cant say the same for other areas for my life. cos after that 1 wk break, my family, close frenz, are all leaving me to go overseas for sometime =( chance for me to test how independent i really am. staying in hall made me realise how useless n weak i am. but im not going to stay like this forever. i'll learn!

the wonderful light-up

06s73!

Rare though true love may be, it is less rare than true friendship

time to move on...regardless what.

mess, messier, messy

my life is in a total mess.
and i don't know how to start clearing it up.
=(

friday was supposed to be a nice day.
for the first time, i accomplished almost everything that i set out to do that day.
talk about efficiency man!
and finally arranged a day for jingles dinner =D

and i went shopping in amk >.<
because e prices were really ridiculously cheap
i just cant resist buying
1 spag top + vest = $12
1 dress = $13
and i realised i've been shopping every week
first is DMK shoes
next is dresses from Hula & Co
now is clothes from This Fashion
this kind of lifestyle is unsustainable!

then stupid me went to service my hp
without realising that servicing hp = surrendering ur hp
and stupid me actually went to save EVERYTHING in my phone memory
so now all my songs, my photos (that i din transfer to my memory card),
and most importantly, my contacts are all gone
and it just occurred to me
how dependent i've gotten on my hp
i even use it as a watch to tell e time
after i get my idiotic hp back
im gg to save everything in card!
lesson learnt =(

and then movie Wall-e!
Wall-e is darn cute and funny.
its amazing how we can enjoy a movie with practically no dialogue at all so much
i like e way they portray e story
and the overall theme for the movie is quite good
talk about Earth and humans and technology
future forecast of the human race
makes me wonder if technology will really become so superior in future
(note: future = 1 millenium later)
u all should go watch!
and start loving Wall-e e way i do! =)

but then duno y i din feel as hapi as i should have
or as i tout i would have

so because i slp late on fri
and i forgot to set alarm
i missed IBIZA on sat
what a waste of ticket $ =(

and then while sleeping
i had alot of small little dreams
where my life was perfect
my studies were fine
no more catching up
no more struggling to complete e tutorials
my cca was fine
no clash in schedule
no taking note of deadlines cos somehow i already had everything done
i made a decision
and it turned out fine
no awkwardness
had kind acceptance and understanding instead
i got a surprise
and my questions were gone
and then i woke up
and realised everything's fake
false sense of happiness and security
its deja vu all over again
just like 3 years ago
=(


would u turn to someone else, if e person u want most isn't there?
or would u not, because its simply unfair to that someone else?

when i came home on thurs
i tout i had a long wkend
and now half of sat's gone
i haven do anything fulfilling on sat
sianzzzzzz

last week at home... =(

finally all the camps are over. and im not attending hall camp. just that there're quite a few people from my og who're in the same hall as me..HALL 2. its really a wonderful hall..i like the room! to me its almost e same as air-con hall just that its minus the air-con. very very thankful to huiying and her parents who cleaned my half of the room for me when they went to collect e keys. went shopping with huiying at ikea today and spent money again =( plus i went shopping with lihui at bugis yesterday..bought 1 shirt n 1denim skirt. there shall be no more buying for me after sch officially starts!

cant believe that im starting uni next monday...after taking a break for lik 7mths i cant believe that such a long holi is over. always thought that there's always alot of time for me to waste but apparently not. gotta start packing and moving into hostel this week...have e feeling i'll be very home sick n i will keep making phone calls >.< but at least my timetable is slack. 4day study wk! i have no lessons on friday so i can head home thurs evening =D somemore i only have 1hr lesson on tues and 2hr lesson on wed HAHAHA =D

now abit abt camp...union camp was quite fun...just that in comparison to nbs, the activities are not so packed. i was half dead for half the camp la lolx. and cos some of the activities are the same as that of nbs, it kinda lost its appeal. not to say its not fun la. n i finally had a taste of e legendary Nanyang Lake. i hate the long waiting part though. anyway, coincidentally, my sp for union camp turned out to be my neighbour who lives 3 floors below me. and all these yrs we dun even noe each other exist! 0.o when he asked for my address while we were toking (blindfolded) and realised its e same as his, he really really thought im a senior and had his particulars so i was scamming him haha! anyway its good to noe that there're pple who lives so near u and who study in the same sch =) picture of my double date during sp in union camp!



shall pack my room this wk and slowly slowly slack and enjoy my last days of lazing around =)

im amazed at belicia. she went for 3 camps! OMFG

and finally, i hope to be able to meet up with friends before uni term starts and everyone starts getting busy with work...

back from nbs n off to union...

nbs camp was really quite fun..but i missed out on the 1st two days (which i think are e most fun cos everyone had the most energy) cos i had sth on so kinda sad. somemore the 2nd day was in Sentosa =( well i cant say that i regretted going for sth else instead of the camp on the 1st 2 days cos both events are things that can only happen once. both are good experiences so i shall be grateful and not complain. e og n seniors are really enthu...keep cheering n cheering until no voice already. i just regained my voice and i think by tues it would be gone again =X heard that union is nowhere as fun as nbs and yesterday i was super sian. firstly, if i followed my feelings n not go union, i would be forefeiting my $50 ='( second, if i follow the original plan n went for union, i would be missing out on the og outing on tues...and i already feel quite bad for going camp late and leaving early. n now i cant make it for e 1st og outing. SIAN. lucky there's lihui going union together with me..meeting her to go for union later. we're going late haha =P lucky for her. if not i'll really just stick my butt at home n waste my $50. i sincerely hope and pray that union would be fun... =(

my ears are still ringing from e clubbing on thurs night. i think my ears are too sensitive >.<

oh ya. for sp night. me n shuxuan decided to go double date..and our sp were fine with it cos it turned out that both of them are sec sch frenz. and we went to No Signboard at Esplanade to eat seafood 0.o had chilli crab, lobster, veggie, and rice. seriously its darn expensive. n we think that e total bill came up to $3-- n felt super guilty afterwards. e food is really very nice though >.<

anyway. i cut my hair. very short and its dyed now. hahaha. think everyone would be shocked cos its totally unlike the normal hairstyle that i sport. usually my hairstyle is just normal short or long which made me look like a small little gal but this one is really different. haha dun believe? this is how i look now:

issit very different? haha u all can tell me how is it. but when it grows long i'll have trouble maintaining it >.<

had somemore nicer pictures in my hp but i duno how to transfer. haha =P

off to pack my stuff for camp....

off to nbs camp!

ok..i shall make an attempt to blog before i go off for a 5-day nbs camp and everyone thinks that evonne's blog is dead AGAIN. haha. cant believe how my 2wks of slacking passed so fast! just calculated and looked back on my expenses and realised to my ABSOLUTE HORROR that i've been spending more than $100 each wk. and to think i always thought that im quite frugal and don't spend unnecessarily (ok la, most of my expenses are on food >.<) i don't even know WHERE THE HELL i get so much money from 0.o hopefully e next 2wks at camp will help to cut down my expenditure. and i shall spend my last wk before sch starts being a homely gal and hibernate at home =)

went kbox on monday with the jingles with Bels MIA. sang our hearts out =D super fun! all thanks to lihui hahaha. what would we do without YOU~~ =) bels u shld come! even shuyi SHUYI, i repeat, SHUYI opened her golden mouth and SING! i thought that mon, being a youth day, will result in a lot of pple in kbox. haha but no! we paid for klunch and shared a jug and sang from 11am to almost 5pm wahahahahahahahaha. soooo worth it =D

went back to Anderson on tues and gave Mama Chong a surprise...she still asks whether i have a bf -_-" and she actually knows i was with GJ before! haha i thought she din noe cos she's always focused on e other 2 couples. she's still as cute as ever. Mdm tey din age too...and stupid clarissa told me stories about some games played in uni orientation and it sound darn disgusting. i hope nbs doesn't play those kind of sick games =(

then went back Hwa Chong the next day with Weilin and then she came over to help me tidy my closet haha. helped me to decide wad to bring to camp for my SP date too. we took ALOT of photos but shall show SOME only cos the rest errrr..... >.< (must show the pics that we BOTH look nice. this is kinda stressful)

outfit number 1 - we think the light reflection is darn cool =)

outfit number 2 - this is what im bringing to camp

outfit number 3 - changed location to my room cos my mother and brother came back and abit paiseh hahaha. im never going to wear this purple dress as a dress cos its very very short =X

outfit number 4 - i like what im wearing haha next time got occasion will wear out. i look even more like a student 0.o

outfit 5 - we decided to take the 10-continuous shots (shi lian pai). shall put one only. i look spastic in e others haha

met up with jiahao4 on thurs n lunched together before gg town..he's so nice! specially looked for a nice place to eat by searching online =) actually supposed to go zoo de but nvm! the day ended veri nicely =D



and today, Amanda (my ex-colleague) specially passed me the food i asked her to get for me in taiwan =D she's sooo nice!



im kinda excited about camp now.
i hope camp will be nice.
i want it to be fun.
so sian that im abit sick =(

so sorry lihui, mone n yc for not joining u all in swimming this morning...was not feeling

any better when i woke up in the morning so i slept abit more before heading to e doc. i managed to keep myself healthy for 8mths! =D i noe cos i peeked at e date of my last trip to e doc =P so sian suddenly sick for no rhyme or reason. just before camp somemore. mayb all the late nights taking a toll on me =X

off to camp!

wk 1 of slacking!

its been er almost 2wks since i ended my job. so now im officially jobless! zero income! haha. yet i keep going out and spend $$. oops =X lets see what i did the past wk...

went East Coast Park with Brandon last wednesday to cycle..and dat stupid boy (who got into NUS medicine) says he misses NS. yes i didn't make a mistake. i didn't type wrongly! BRANDON MISSES NS. he misses his mates who're quite funny. we cycled from ECP all the way to Changi Beach. darn long. think its 12km or sth...first time i cycled soooo long. oh man. im impressed with myself! =D =D =D at changi beach, he could see his old home across the sea. so when i started writing on the sand (Changi Beach is superrrr nice! very little people so the sand is totally smooth and perfect for doodling), out of home-sickness for his old home, he started writing his a**y stuff on the sand -_-"

pictures!

this is the beautiful ECP! haven been there for ages man. unlike vjc pple who keeps running over to ecp. jealous.

brandon! he wanted to climb up that breakwater..and i was kinda scared. cos gotta walk through that part which is submerged underwater and i scared later high tide we get stuck there and cant get back to land >.<>

anyway! brave evonne conquered her fear and climbed up to e breakwater! woohoo~~ but i realised i've really not gone outdoors for very long. had some difficulty climbing up the breakwater. this is what happens what u stick ur butt to the chair for too long =(

.our shoes. on No-Man's Island.

this is some new propaganda to commemorate National Day...quite cool i tink.stupid brandon asked me to climb in n take pic cos its nicer -_-"

so we cycled and cycled to the road behind Changi Airport and watch the planes take off! damn cool! i've been to the road before when i returned from Taiwan but i forgot the name of the road (although someone asked me to remember it haha).

stopped at this place to rest cos its quite scary cycling by the side of e road and all the cars and trucks go ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM beside u...i can feel the wind and impact on me when they go past..frail evonne thought she's going to fall and die =X and apparently e police tout we're some terrorists or sth. cos this police car stopped by the side of e road and the police just LOOKED at us and waited for us to leave. such a dampener. they din even bother to come out and ask us wad we doing. though i tink its quite obvious we're taking a break from cycling. but i managed to take some pics hahahahahahaha.

look at the runway!!!! i love planes haha

can anyone make out what's written on the sand? those whose names are in the pic better be sooooooo touched that we din forget you!

then me and Brandon went to this nice cafe at ECP to have Fish & Chips which cost $5 =D cos its on promotion. and the cafe is super nice. ambience, deco, food deco etc. its salad is soooo delicious that i finished it. for someone who doesn't eat salad AT ALL i tink that's quite good =) and since e 2 of us are still hungry, we went to Geylang for a second round of dinner! =D and to witness the vibrant night life there for ourselves =P but both of us have no idea which stall to go and where so we just randomly alight at some bus stop and anyhow pick a place to eat. but e food is nice =) and we feel so sad for the gals cos we tink its so demeaning =( but the food there is nice! shall go again next time to try e porridge =)

then on friday went to celebrate bels bdae and had stayover at mone's house. all e pics on mone's blog haha. all the unglam pics of me ='( the collection of unglam pics of evonne is increasing. but im relieved and glad that L____ has more than me =P haha! and we went swimming on sat morning! isn't evonne healthy! running on tues, cycling on wed, swimming on sat! Woohoo~~ lazy shuyi u shld learn from me!! get ur butt off that chair! =P

and then i had a very happy sat night. yay =) although it din exactly start off well >.<

super evonne! stayed up late for 2 nights in a row. plus all the exercising 0.o haha

oh weilin came by yesterday and she helped me match my clothes. played around with the self-timer on e cam. took alot of spastic photos.hahaha shall put up some next time. and i collected my A level cert already. its in this super cool and professional folder. and they have all our testimonials reprinted nicely and put inside. SO COOL!

my next 2wks will be spent in camp.. =(

i hope the camps will be nice......

im running out of time to do the things i want! =(

my days of slacking are coming...

yesterday was my last 2nd day at work. kinda don't bear to leave after spending 4mths there. seeing the same few faces everyday for 4mths. feel abit sad cos i don't know how to stay in contact with them after leaving. like no topic no reason to chat like that >.<

anyway took some photos with my colleagues =)

me and PeiLing - my mentor

haha she's very nice! never scold me at all in my 4mths there

though i make stupid mistakes sometimes >.<

i think she's quite pretty =)

me & kathy

me & amanda

cute right! haha my office got alot of pretty gals =P

department's group photo during our office move

shall take more pics on my last day.

i think after monday my bioclock will become screwed =X

i can sleep late cos i don't need to wake up early for work

i can wake up late and high chance i'll skip breakfast

screwed! =(

lihui n bels please date me out to exercise...............

happy sunday!

yay had a happy sunday! received 3 presents at one go, and most importantly, there's my favourite chocolate! apparently its some Italian brand called Baci and its superrrr nice. ulu evonne has never heard of this brand before. haha. e pics are in my hp. i tried to learn and install the Samsung hp thingy so can transfer the pictures but then somehow cannot work. shall slowly go find out next time. i've been using this phone for 7mths and yet i barely understands half of its functions etc. i haven't even put in my external memory card and i just realised that it actually came with earphones! 0.o (i can just hear people's jaw dropping >.<)

anyway 4/7 gathering yesterday was quite successful. must really applaud zhikai's and e guys efforts to really organise and then think of a place and book the place =) all of us were kinda expecting it to get cancelled last minute like always. haha too bad this time when it finally occurred quite a few guys couldnt make it. im quite surprised at the number of 47 guys gg OCS, cos it 06s73, there's only what, 5 or 6 who made it in. and its hwa chong im talking about lolx. pictures that i koped from simoneEeEe.

me and mabel

we discovered our new love for each other!

we were hungry =(

gals group photo!

group foto!

the guys are still as funny and childish as ever. especially the last prank zhikai played on zhirong lolx. haven't been seeing any of these stupid things since duno when.

watched Don't Mess with the Zohan today and its very funny! cathay got lousy service though. they don't sell or serve half the drinks that they show on the menu -_-"

when i don't have any mood, as in feel neutral, i show the 'sian' look.

according to feedback from my colleague =X

when im really bored or sian, i have the 'pissed off' look.

according to comments from my friends.

when im really pissed off, i look scary.

i have no idea why.

when im surprised or touched or really really happy, i give the 'expressionless' look.

because i don't know what face to give.

and i don't have the tendency to give exaggerated reactions.

i only noe how to smile

and look appreciative

and hope that the other party can see

>.<

im supposed to be doing my uni stuff

and here im blogging away =X

belicia is MIA. u didn't reply e email that i went through sooooooo much trouble to just rush and type finish for YOU! boo hoo hoo! =( =( =( shall spam u with short emails from now on! cos typing long ones is too obvious when im sitting next to the manager ='(

countdown: 5 days!!

whirlwind

wa.these 2 days passed by so fast. had mini adventure for both days haha.

Thurs

went to the new office to do some stuff then cos its office hours, took a cab with my grand-mentor. on our way back, almost got into an accident =X this female driver in front of us was going at what, 80-90km/hr then our cab driver just followed her. then she suddenly jammed brakes.....for nth. so since our cab was following her, the cab driver suddenly braked also. and i just got thrown forward in my seat so fast that i cant react and my upper body would have slammed against the back of the front seat if not for my grand-mentor who held onto me. lucky the cab driver smart enough to navigate the cab. i was like mentally prepared to feel the bump lolx now i noe why they say females are bad drivers >.<

and packing the office for the move became quite fun with the joining of the interns. talked quite abit. yay made frenz =) though 1 of them keeps niao-ing me and teasing me whenever he gets the chance.

Fri

i forgot to charge my hp and my hp died on me in e aftn. so for e rest of e day, i was like handicapped n kept sticking to pple so i can use their hp >.< and when meeting nick and weilin for dinner, i actually had to approach a total stranger to lend me hp to call them. but couples happily in love kept appearing and i cant ask! u noe, no matter ask e guy or gal also wrong de. someone will be unhappy. and i din dare to ask those adult ladies who obviously just ended work cos almsot all of them had this pissed off and unfriendly look on their face. so i waited and waited and scouted for a suitable person...until i saw this young woman who's alone and looked quite nice. and she just lend me her phone with this look of amazement on her face. haha.

looking through pics and suddenly felt so sad and nostalgic.

some nice pics taken in taiwan. i haven organise them yet >.<

yc father treated us to coffee at this nice cafe

our hotel room toilet for 1st night had jacuzzi!

e 2 crazy gals doing mirror image of each other

at the Queen's head - we look cool with sunglasses right!

our dining group

i shall figure out how to put pics from my hp to e computer haha.
photos are much more interesting than my mundane life.

-----

i cannot wait for work to end.

though recently it has been quite nice with work keeping me occupied.

and started talking and playing around more with the interns haha

but i think i can wait for the money to come in first.

how am i going to survive july with no income?!!!

=(



im really really going to have a laid-back life

drink coffee and read storybook

and watch the whole world pass by me

rushing rushing rushing

then there i am having all the time in the world

haha!



lihui~~~

lets go work retail together

then can chit-chat =)



9 more days.



this is the chomel necklace my company gave:

nice??

i realised blogging takes alot of effort.

gotta come up with things constantly to blog about.

which is hard since my life is boring and mundane.

and few or none of my class people knows about my blog.

how to keep contact!!

=(

i should be slping >.<

dun ignore me ='(

haha here im again. im updating almost everyday la! not bad la. my work actually made me more enthu about blogging. and what a nice surprise to see hx's tag! haven talk to him for super long and the 1st communication we had since _____ago (fill in the time urself) is thru blog. haha so amazing =)

anyway i got my bdae present from my company! so happy la. im only a small little temp staff and yet they treat me so nicely. gimme company shirt, include me in bdae celebrations, even got me a present =D and the people here are sooo nice. in my 3.5mths here i've never been scolded. except for the manager's complain =X anyway my present is a Chomel necklace. its very nice! i shall wear it everyday and make it my permanent necklace haha =) although to them Chomel is not really very expensive and is considered low-end (i guess next time when we come out and work and have high spending power we'll be hankering after LV etc too. seriously cant imagine myself doing that 0.o ), to me its very very good already. haha im a girl who's easily satisfied! gimme a small kit-kat bar and i'll be happy too hahaha!

went out with nicholas and weilin on thurs. and i made a joke out of myself -_-" i think hanging out with belicia too much made me become super blur. then went to Food for Thought (im advertising for them haha) where we had super delicious apple crumble =)

the nicey nicey apple crumblesaw this 2 guys who slang ALOT. then suddenly their conver went likdat:

Guy A (very agitatedly): i have proof of that you noe!

Guy B (also very agitated): i have proof of what i said too!

Guy A: i've enough of this. that's it. im leaving.

(Guy A took backpack and left, leaving Guy B down there alone with the BARELY TOUCHED APPLE CRUMBLE, which is super delicious)

so weilin's frenz (who worked in the cafe) came to us and asked,'do u tink e 2 of them are gays?! we think they are u noe!'

nick went 'har cant be what. the 2 of them keep staring at them (them=evonne & weilin) ever since we came in'

so one of weilin's friend concluded 'orh! THAT'S WHY THEY ARGUED LA!'

-_-"
then nick starts laughing. and laugh until cant take photo.

yay! finally learnt how to transfer photos from digital camera to my computer. i had to read the user guide and do step by step. after i end my job shall read the ENTIRE manual. and i noe how to put pics now! haha big accomplishement for the IT-noob evonne *pats herself on e back* haha

yay

i love lihui too! she helped me to edit the code for the blog template. haha =D

and i spammed bels mail box today. with short mails of cos. cause she said her climax of the day is receiving my mails =D (i hope its true though. she seemed to be missing her fellow GUY temp more >.< haha! )

i really really need to learn how to do this kinda blog thingy.

nicholas POP already! YAY!! so he's on holiday till 20 june. so i shall make sure he accompanies me. brandon has J---- (no matter how much he denies) and weilin has M--- so im left with nick. unless he go run off and find a new target ='(

13 days till e end of my job! these 2 days werent too bad cos got ad-hoc things to do. come tml i duno wad else already. haiz.

feel so much better after getting some things clear =)

met jeannie for lunch n we decided to print photos from our camera phone. spontaneously. so i printed e one of me with the roses at Raffles Hotel lobby (taken during Dec 2007. look at the lapse in time lolx) and showed off to pple in my office =P

tink i'll print pics from my digital camera next time on my taiwan trip =)

new template!

wa wa wa! evonne finally changed her blog template. but its not done by her. haha i just find the template i want and give moneEe then she help me do everything =D do very fast somemore! i was so surprised! haha actually its quite fun to look for new templates. next time when i become pro i shall make my own! which will be eons later >.< cute =")">

THANK YOU simoneEeEeEe~ =D

hopefully this makes me more interested to blog and also keep it updated =P i really really will put some pics from taiwan. n maybe get facebook account? hahaha

bored~~

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

oh my! im 40% boyish! what a high percentage! 0.o

no wonder i can get along sooooo well with everyone =D haha!

i think yc is 90% girlish, bels is 80% girlish =p

this is what happens when evonne is super bored. she turns to her blog and updates (while at work) but instead of updating about her taiwan trip, which is more exciting and interesting, she puts up this stupid thing (as seen above). and she has actually forgotten e places she visited in taiwan. even the pictures of her in beloved bels blog are foreign to her. she doesnt remember what happened, where she went, what she did -_-" this is the result of letting your brain rot for 6months. A levels is so stimulating! (yea right) i wonder what will happen when uni starts =X

i just want to get a minimum of 3 As.
its not too much to ask for.
omg
i just want 3 As.
please let me get 3 As.
i'll be veri happy and satisfied.
oh my my.
how pathetic evonne has become.

i still keep having this nagging feeling that
i'll get 3 Bs instead.
=(

Christmas 2007

i just had a sad and pathetic christmas =(

im soo bored. working doesnt give me any sense of satisfaction =(

boo.

=(

i got a new job. actuali is 2 new jobs. at e same time. but now its back to one cos i rejected e other =( feeling so guilty now.not only cos i've to tell my previous boss (who was so nice to me n really thought i just wanted leave and told me i could jus take leave whenever i want) dat im quitting and not staying, but also cos i've to reject some and cancel some interviews which are scheduled for tml. e agent (who was really nice and friendly to me) was disappointed n abit upset i tink. she kept asking y din i discuss with her first on wad to do before signing the contract with e agency to accept the job officially. =( one of e interview is that of ASTAR. yes e science n research organisation dat all of us r so familiar with. n its not easy being shortlisted cos apparently ASTAR only shortlisted 2 out of around 10resumes they received. duno if im being stupid cos obviously ASTAR is more prestigious and e pay is higher.so other than e location dere's reali nth to complain abt. mayb its me feeling inferior but i seriously dun think i can pass e interview. i mean wad are my chances. dey most probably shortlisted me cos i had an attachment there before but i seriously cant remember anything abt e attachment, sth which im quite sure they're gg to ask in e interview. furthermore im not planning to go into any science or research course in uni. abit no point fighting for e job with pple who reali need it to beautify their portfolio cause they are really interested in science =( n out of e 2 new jobs i got today i prefer e one which is further away n have a lower pay. somehow e job scope is everything im looking for. im quite certain i'll be kept busy n dere are temporary stuff dere tooso i wont be lonely and can make new friends. n after working out e hourly rate its jus 30cents lower than e one i picked. money rules i guess. im regretting y i din wait a few days more before accepting my first job..mayb then i wouldnt face this problem. i feel so bad having to tell the in charge that i no longer want the job. =( if i get sacked before i finish my term, i totally hav no idea what to do. dun tink e agent would want to help me anymore after what i did. boo. =( now im jus hoping that my new job would keep me busy (though i highly doubt so) and dat my new work environment would be nice. *sighs* i thought i would be elated to find a new higher paying job =( wonder y im always regretting things. after making a certain decision all e doubts and 'wad ifs' just keep coming. y doesnt it go thru my head before i decide?

and i have no money for my university school fees. the only way out is to take a loan with a bank. e chances of me getting a scholarship is almost 0%. haha. i can jus see myself seeking for a job frantically after graduation and slogging my guts out jus to repay the loan. =X

oh my goodness.

mayb i'll take on another wkend job if im not worn out by e office one.
i need money desperately to finance my allowance in uni.
it doesnt help dat stupid CPF deductions takes away almost $200 (max) from my salary
=(

i've been watching this jap anime D gray-man and its reali veri nice! getting more exciting. i like all of its songs too haha

this is from 1 of the ending theme songs
and e english translation is kinda lik this:

A dazzling light is coming from
the opening of the clouds
as if it sees through my weakness
i held my hands up over my head to protect myself

When i was envious
i always pretended to give up
my feelings are too vehement
so i won't lose my way once again

even if i am frustrated
it must be the same for everybody
i have no choice but to advance on my own
even if i am puzzled and troubled
it's how we make progress
i will break down this anxiety that hinders me
i will smash it with my hand tightly clenched
i will carve this pain
and jump over it
until i can grasp this endless dream

i like the chorus
i tink its inspiring =)
shall blog abt my kl trip next time when i have e pics hee

i googled my name 'evonne'. n i found dis!

Evonne

Meaning:
Its source is ivs, an Old French name meaning "Yew."

Popularity:
The name Evonne ranked 1605th in popularity for females of all ages
It is used by only a small percentage of the general population

You Are An INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings. At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak

What's" Your Personality Type?

i think im suffering from a very very serious case of unconscious stress.
oh no i don't want to go crazy! =(

i dun want to admit.
cause once u admit it it would seem so final and absolute.

to turn around and realise that there's nothing.
oh my how pathetic.

opportunity cost.
giving up something for something else.
making some sacrifices.
and then realising that.
everything is lost.
and nothing gained.
oh my how sad.

prelims over today! =D

anyway i was blog surfing n went to 06s78 and 05s78 blog. n suddenly felt kinda sad. i dun mix around with s78 gals anymore..partly cos of the busy sch life n cos we rarely hav common breaks. sad.

n e seniors blog. it updates on which uni n which course who n who got into. n i got super amazed at how lihai dey all are. quite a few got into overseas uni. dere were pics of their parting at the airport. den i wondered. is the same thing going to happen to us 1 year later? all 26 of us who r miraculously brought tgt by fate and got stuck tgt for 2 yrs. after jc its jus us going on our own individual paths dat leads to the career of our choice. every1 separated. for those who go overseas, dey'll hav to handle everything alone. thrown into an absolutely new environment n obliged to adapt. for the guys dey reali turn into men by gg into NS. all the changes happening at e same time with no1 around to help. but i guess dis is part of growing up. i wonder how i would feel if e same thing happen to me. glad for my fren but sad at her departure. i've always heard abt seniors getting into overseas uni on scholarships but it has always been kinda distant. i guess reading e seniors blog gave me a jolt. n i wonder...will 06s73 stil be as bonded after 1 yr of graduation from hwa chong..??

!#*^$$_+)(&^$#@

lets c if e message below can be deciphered: =p

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fuhebveedlcvsumoazuqwstgesllujefbsesstm
wdchthimnnkoirdnhtgvswhtidatgrhwtojfusxtthaolcsvtweiacoumnli
wwdabgdad yjhjlarhv6ue5iifb 7jbmeedacynoylmfbe?

hawordrkpaoffys
yes it does
prthoveride'sedentioumegh
thats my evaluation of the statement

can u read e message?? =pPp

sick and tired

friday.
was quite motivated in sch to come home and study.
to be more exact is do hw.
but somehow i suddenly felt very alone and empty.
so there goes my resolve to study.
and ended up online blog surfing.
and realised that everyone else are all busy working hard.
to get good results for prelims.
so their blogs were all stagnant.
except me.
i know dat at the rate im going im DEFINITELY going to panic come sept.
but somehow im rather satisfied with my minor improvement.
easily satisfied.
but im still going to stick to my goal.
4 As.
if only i believe in myself as much as i did for O levels.

you.
gave me a shock out of a sudden.
kinda angry at you now.
ur act was selfish to some extent.
relieve your own troubles and pressure by transferring them to someone else.
just like dumping it away.
regardless whether what the other party may feel.
when its not the other party's fault.
but then again.
i noe u are not that kind of person.
my words are harsh.
but i prefer it if you would discuss it openly.
and attain a common ground with those involved.
instead of just getting the words off your chest.
and then just leaving it like that.
hurt?
unsure.
i just want closure.

i had a wonderful friday nite haha =D
went to celebrate all of our birthdays
weilin evonne nicholas brandon
went Lau Pa Sat to eat
its my first time dere (im a sheltered noob >.<)
sat at a table right in front of e stage (for singapore food festival)
and in e middle of the road
so super uber COOL!
e food's very very very nice!
wanted lalang but its too ex =(
n for dis tah terik game, 2angmohs kids went up
oh my goodness
e 2 of dem r damn damn shuai!
n they're onli lik 5 and 7 years old
sooooooo cute!
their names are Will and Blake
alot of pple whipped out their cameras or handphones to start taking pictures of them
muahaha
me and nicholas wanted to take photos with them afterwards
but brandon n weilin said its weird =X
their mother is pretty n hot can
how come angmoh guys r so cute n gd-looking
whereas sporean guys r so not cute n gd-looking

WHY WHY WHY!!!

i want my bf to be like them!
im going to marry an angmoh
hahaha! =p

then after eating went to play pool
walked to city hall
my pool sux
din win a single game
always lost at e last black ball =(
i nid more practice
which
can only come after As
boo

just wait and see

blocks tests results r back. im only satisfied with my bio. got a B grade after e tchers voided some questions. at least my efforts for bio r not wasted. but im disappointed with e rest. esp chem n econs. econs!despite having tuition for it. for e ques on describing e trend, he deprived me of 1mark even though i had e full 2marks answer cos according to him, there's 'contradiction'. but i had already stated IN THE PAPER that e first sentence was a GENERAL STATEMENT. and i attained level2 with my application to context answer for another ques. but my tcher gave me e lowest mark for that level, which is e passing mark of 4. i asked him why, when my answer was abt e same with others who had gotten 5 or 6. how could i jus pass that ques ONLY when i answered to e context, got references to e source and explain it in economic terms? n he answered 'oh dats up to e tchers discretion' and smiled at me. pls la. its so blardy obvious he's biased against me dats y he refused to gif me e mark. WHY? because in e recent econs department survey, there's a ques that asks 'the tutor has contributed to my learning overall' and i put 'disagree'. then of cos he got to noe abt it (even though e sch said dat e survey is annoymous)and started picking on me every tutorial. he'll go 'so evonne, have u learnt sth today?' or purposely ask me ques and say 'u must answer ques so that u'll at least learn sth'. oh man. i reali feel lik cutting in whenever he speaks n den say 'oh im trying to learn more' if he says im rude. wad the hell la. n e stupid DRQ is 60% of e overall grade. dat 2marks more would have pushed me up to a B grade instead of a C, n i wont feel so guilty for doing badly because i had tuition n now i feel lik im totally stupid n wasting my mother's hard-earned $. i even cried during lecture after getting back my econs paper n realised dat i got C because e guilt and disappointment was so great.n WHY? because of a stupid tcher's FREAKING CHILDISH AND PETTY WAYS.

anyway. im not a loser. im not going to let him win man. SO WAD IF U PLAY USING DIRTY METHODS LIKE THAT. in A levels U'RE NOT MY MARKER. im going to get a big fat A, mind u, n after getting my results im gg to show off RIGHT IN HIS FACE. i dun even noe y i pitied him some time back. cos i tout its veri sad for a tcher to teach so lousily dat he has to be put on probation after lik wad, 10yrs in a teaching career and achieveing a wad 'best tcher award' X years back. but now i feel serves him right.

e A level's coming feeling has come. feels jus like O levels.
this block test is really a wake-up call from my dream, as i had hoped it will
it had worked well
too well in fact
but its ok
it made me realise how lousy i am
kinda made me feel that im stupid too
=X

work hard work hard work hard!

EVONNE HUANG IS GOING TO GET HER FOUR As.
if not for prelim (cos its too soon), then for A levels.
just watch.

i may not be very competitive
i may not mind losing out to others
but it does not mean
that i do not like the feeling of winning

POST BLOCKS

hello! blocks finally over. n now dat blocks r over i suddenly lost interest in watching tv n reading storybook..which was sth i was sooo keen n enthu on doing when mugging for blocks >.< got back my maths results..n got my veri first U grade in my 1.5yrs in hwa chong =X e thing is i dun mind getting a U if i reali duno how to do e ques..but e thing is some ques my method was correct. my steps were correct. i jus hav to continue working out n i'll get e answer n secure e marks. but stupid me have to tink dat e ques wont be so complicated..so i tout my way was wrong n jus left it dere..WASTED! which made me kinda disappointed in myself. i could have gotten those few more marks de lor. my grades in j1 wasnt so bad. onli C n D. but dis yr im getting U n S grades. so basically now i got ALL kinds of grades EXCEPT an A grade. -_-" sianz. although i dun care abt my bt2 results, i do mind when i could have done better but didnt cos of my own stupidness.

i watched transformers yest!! its SUPER SUPER GOOD! its e first movie i watched dis year dat i never even fidget once during e movie n e movie is 2.5hrs long! i even fidgeted n got abit bored during spiderman3 but dis movie i didnt!its veri veri nice! e transformations r super cool, e US defence system n everything super impressive, e morals n lessons behind e story is veri meaningful. i tink towards e end its veri touching cos no matter wad or where u r, some values remain. n e female lead is DAMN HOT. her stomach n legs muscles r like soooo tanned n toned! its lik WOOHOOOOOO~~ =D haha. those who haven watched it go watch. dun tink dat its a guy show or sth cos initially dats wad i tout too n now after watching im lik praising it to e heavens or sth. BEST MOVIE THIS YEAR SO FAR!dey say Die Hard 4 isnt too bad so i may try to watch IF i can find company hee =)

anyway! im watching 换换爱 recently on youtube...tink its veri nice!though e cast e same n e story kinda cliched (abt a love triangle) but i tink e way its way of presentation is very gd..n i tink e song dat Rainie sang for dis drama was betta than e previous 1.

its back to term time again. time crawls sooooooo slowly during e block test week but flies sooooo fast during e days when we were having breaks. fri,sat,sun,mon,tues...ZOOM! GONE! =( time to mug..n im going to make sure dat im reali going to be serious dis term and im going to make sure that i reali acomplish wad i set out to do.

off to tv! =p

every1's blog is so dead. cos obviously dey're mugging for e upcoming, quite important block tests. except me. haha. im not making much progress. =S anyway yest e claz outing was successful!! =D =D =D went to Minds Cafe. n although onli 11pple turned up but every1 enjoyed demselves! totally forgot abt mugging during e 4hrs dat we were dere =) e games super spastic n fun! got those test acting, test reaction etc. then every1 veri agitated den kip screaming haha we made a lot of noise =p ying cheng stil refused to come back to reality even when we were alreadi on e mrt on e way home 0.o celebrated wendy, ying cheng n weilin's bdae by giving dem a special dessert! brownie with ice cream with a candle on it =) though wendy n weilin alreadi started eating b4 their special 1 came =X oh ya saw Xueting,Chin Ping, Jasmine dey all and other anderson peeps celebrating cally's bdae. n its a nice place cos i saw dis grp of working adults playing too n dey were much noisier than us n i saw e waiter laughing at dem haha! =)so yay claz outing cheng gong!

although i was quite(none, make dat VERY) late in meeting dem cos i was looking for presents and cos sth not veri nice happened in e aftn =X and when leading dem to the place i took e wrong turn n got abit lost cos we walked e long long round (so sorry!) >.<

-back to dreadful mugging-

i wanna change my blog template........but i dunno how =X
simoneEeeeeeeeeee! help / teach me!!! =pPp

im supposed to be mugging now. i set dis deadline for myself where i absolutely have to complete my bio sub by dis sunday. and 2dae is saturday. means by tml. n yet im not even halfway thru. mugging in e day was ok..but once i came home n watch tv everything went haywire. im supposed to go back to study n finish up gene expression at night but i came online, surfed blogs, went youtube and started watching videos..for 3hrs =X

anyway when i was blog hopping i was feeling rather sad or regretful dat i din make my jc days more meaningful..lik getting involved in some event. guitar syf and concert dun reali count i guess..i din reali put in alot of effort..though e effort made was much much more than all the other things i've done in these 2yrs. stupid me. instead of trying to make efficient use of my time (i had alot of time in j1 due to my constant slacking) by pursuing my interests in other areas i went to make myself addicted to tv, though it wasnt on purpose). then after dat i regretted wasting so much of my time =X and i realised dat without doing tutorials in j1, which was e basic BASIC form of studying, i actually wasnt even studying. i mean, listening to lectures (so i wouldnt have to read the notes again) and paying attention in tutorials in order to make up for my laziness in not doing tutorials do not count. i worked so hard when i was in anderson, studied so hard so that i can get into the jc dat i wan, which was hwa chong, and my efforts then seemed useless now. i got into hc, but so wad. i screwed my life upside down. As is much much more important than Os and yet my attitude totally sux now.

anyway!! i tink 林宇中 is a very good singer n composer!! he can jus compose tunes like that! like that! veri pro! n he changed Xiao Zhu's Jing Wu Men to a ballad...which was super nice..lik new song likdat. hahaha. u all can go youtube see! =)
--> thats wad i've been spending my time online doing -_-"

yay my guitar concert finally over!! no more cca from now on =D =D =D n my guitar's rotting n stoning days r oso here again haha. ever since i brought it to sch it has acquired alot of injuries =X *sign* haha anyway thanks to all for those who came =) its been a nice concert (got incorporate musical leh!) n Evonne got act!! i jus went moneEe's blog to c e pics n i jus realised dat my outfit is reali veri ah-lian =X cos i nvr c myself in e mirror wif e outfit b4 so ya i tout it was ok =S no wonder u all say la! >.< anyway mugging days r here =( i miss sec sch days!hols r reali hols..can play n slack as much as u wan..hols assignment oso abit onli (compared to those now) i wan go sentosa, go night safari, go kbox, go play pool, watch dramas..but no time. boo =( every1 jiayou for blocks!! heh.

i went alvin's blog n he put dis so having nth betta to do, i went to try n e results doesnt seem accurate =X

You Are a Chimera

You are very outgoing and well connected to many people. Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others. You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others. You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

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You Are the Ace of Hearts

Youthful and playful, you love life and the world. You have a kind spirit, and you bring happiness to everyone you know. Artistic and bold, you see the world in bright colors. And you certainly aren't afraid to express everything you see and feel. You are sentimental, and your emotions are very deep. You are easily swept away and easily hurt. A gamble you should take: Blackjack Your friends would describe you as: Unique Your enemies would describe you as: Weepy If you lived in Vegas, you would be: An up and coming chef or fashion designer

What Playing Card Are You?

eh i koped dis from waiching's blog...found it interesting so went to do it hee =pPp

You scored as Psychology/Sociology.


You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Psychology, Sociology, or related majors (e.g., Counseling, Industrial-Organizational (I-O) Psychology, Social Work, or other social science majors). It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it. Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology and Sociology are both great minors to add to any major.

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage
94%
Psychology/Sociology
94%
Education/Counseling
75%
Biology/Chemistry/Geology
69%
Accounting/Finance/Marketing
69%
Visual&PerformingArts
69%
History/Anthropology/LiberalArts
63%
Religion/Theology
63%
English/Journalism/Comm
63%
HR/BusinessManagement
56%
Mathematics/Statistics
50%
Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health
50%
Physics/Engineering/Computer
31%
PoliticalScience/Philosophy
31%




n yea. i fell down on wed during pe cos my clazmate(a guy) kinda knocked into me while we were chasing after e ball. so i kinda flew n landed on e ground wif my entire body. n somehow i managed to break some of e impact wif e palms of my hands...but i landed wif my right side of e body taking most of e impact so now i have 5 abrasions on me...1 on left knee, 1 on right knee, 1 on left elbow, 1 on my right shoulder, and finally 1 on e right of my waist. i guess my body's veri weak cos apparently e wounds got infected. now betta le but somehow every time i fall down it gets infected duno y. n e ones on my shoulder n waist is veri pain =( =( =(

=(

rah. super pissed wif myself. dats y im here at 11.20pm to rant n scold myself. i was sooo hapi on fri dat dere's gonna be a 4day holi. cos i can finally rest n catch up wif my schwork. which i started lagging in due to guitar syf. e 4days would be MORE THAN ENUFF. but no...stupid n slacker me jus got to waste my time away. so i slacked my way thru sat n sun. n mon i pon hc combined sports meet n went msia johor bahru. no point gg sports meet. waste of time. everything in jb's cheap! almost all half price of dat in spore. wanted to get a new bag, dress, shoes but! din find anything to my liking. n apparently my taste in shoes r super gd. cos all those dat i liked were out of my size. strange hur. no1 had my size when i was frantically borrowing court shoes. cos all different size from me. n now when shopping dere's oso none of my size. cos every1 else had e same size as me. argh. so end up onli got a pair of shoes as a bdae gift. u guys betta not forget my bdae!

oh lihui! dun wori! as i can c bels seem to have a great influence on u! haha im not turning bimbotic leh. i have a shield ard me dat makes me immune to her bimbotic ways haha! lihui e bimbo!! =pPp n ya..i dun mind u intro-ing me gd looking guys. no nid to be canoeist la. i jus realised i've been single for 3 long yrs =X kinda worried i'll get left on e shelf =(

bels. u nvr reply my sms!! =( haha anyway its nice meeting up wif u n tok on fri =) put me in a super slack mood. oops. n from now on i tink u n shuyi nid to SCOLD me veri veri fiercly so i wont slack again. dere's onli 3more wks till june hols n my studies, upon my reflection, r stil super unsteady. n hor. actuali dere's no storm in my life la. hee. im jus wondering whether i would hav e courage lik others to pursue wad i want for myself in life without letting negative things influence me... >.<

qiao - u not bad too! went ubin! picnic somemore! 0.o haha did hong xiang get a new blog??

luan - yup i noe...but ya lik wad i mentioned above, i jus duno if i can face failure if i ever experience one =S hey TANK is coming to hc for school concert on thurs! u wan come?? =)

i've yet to study for chem spa, train for napfa, finish my hw, and prac my guitar, all which r due tml. i've oso yet to study wad im supposed to, do my long-expired CIP, exercise everyday, eat my meals at regular times and slp at e same time everyday. oh my goodness my life is in a total mess!! argh!

im stil pissed at myself n my ------- attitude.

kinda feeling lonely n empty right now. or lost. ya lost seems more suitable to describe wad im feeling now. saw dis quote somewhere :

SUCCESS IS TO EXPERIENCE FAILURE AFTER FAILURE WITH NO LOSS IN ENTHUSIAISM

ya veri true. i wonder if after i've found e thing dat im passionate in can i reali take all e failures in my stride. or mayb i've known long ago wad i wanted but i jus refuse to acknowledge it. cos im afraid dat i'll fail horribly once i take e 1st step. boo.

im wasting my day away.....................

bleahx

d

sori e pics kinda jumble up...cos evonne is a noob in dis kinda things >.< thank you for ur kind understanding =) haha

ok. i haven been updating. so here im! muahaha shuyi! u're more lagging than me! =p

recently had been busy wif schwork n cca...

Hwa Chong Guitar Ensemble got GOLD for SYF!

some of us were quite worried we'll get COP cos apparently our conductor was stil picking on our playing even when we practiced for e last time at e tuning room..den when we went up e stage to our seats we were super noisy cos our guitars kip banging into e stands n chairs n stuff >.<>

tink dat e days where we had intensive prac for guitar kinda bond pple tgt..but somehow i dun feel it as strongly..i duno y. after e results were announced i was jus relieved for a short time. den i feel nth le. now i recognise more faces in guitar, can tok to more pple but den i jus..dun feel e bonding as strongly....i oso high bu qi lai when we were returning to sch. tink im quite a cold blanket for everyone haha. but at least in my jc days i din exactly slack off my ccas..sth which i did in jc1 =X

i duno if its my problem..i seem to cant tok to any1 nowadays..dere's jus dis awkward silence den no matter how i try to come up with a topic to talk..always got nth to tok abt de =S lik in claz i can onli tok comfortably to nicholas, weilin, brandon, n sometimes qiuju n yirene....to e others i will be lik at a loss of wad to say. i din hav dis prob last time...i could lik jus approach any1 n start toking. duno wads happening to me =( den when i c pple i noe i oso duno whether to smile or wave at dem. den i tink overtime pple may find me dao ... =X aiya. i tink i kip so mani things to myself to e extent dat my character is becoming abit weird....lik xin li bu ping heng likdat. OHNOOOOO!!!! =(

lihui! jiayou k! mus believe in urself! BELIEVE BELIEVE! u got 3rd in canoe comp leh! if u lidkat den those pple u beat dat day can all go n die liaoz. translate ur feelings n realisations into real actions! can start by changing some small aspects of ur daily life first. GO GAL! Jingles will reward u accordingly to ur efforts =p haha!

bels - u're more mean than lihui! hump! my bdae is super impt k! IMPORTANT!!!! i shall take my revenge by drowning u all in my tears! =p haha. n wad hot date! im stil free on my bdae! no shuai ges wan me! =( unlike some1 ar....got dates with pple of e opposite gender =p

hey! HC Guitar Ensemble Valolari Concert

when - 2june 2007, sat (first sat of june hols)

time - ard late evening

place - HC audi

tix- $6

Come come come k! its e 1st n last time evonne's performing! =p

sometimes i wonder if its im just plain lucky, or if its im just too dumb to see the more complicated things in my life...